CH 65 COVID-19 and Us

Shelter at home with benefits!

Hi Guys,
It’s time to get real in our journal as well as everyplace around us. Our plans are suspended for now, the whole state of California is on Lockdown ‘Shelter at Home’. So, our Anniversary month is on hold until the world comes back to some semblance of normalcy.

We were going to take a road trip someplace South of here, that’s on hold. My knee surgery is still in limbo because I haven’t been told it’s been pushed back or cancelled. So, I’ll know when I’m told. (I was recently informed that any elective surgery has been cancelled at Kaiser Hospital until further notice.) And my babe Larry, has been told he should start working from home and my wife has been told the same thing. We are waiting on Ellen, Larry’s wife, at this time she hasn’t been told whether or not she’ll be working from home.

My wife Lisa and I went shopping at Safeway today to get some food supplies for the house, and we were faced with many aisles of empty shelves. Paper products, what paper products, both sides of the aisle were wiped out of product. Fresh meat, gone. Prepackaged meat not as bad, but it was visible that hordes of people arrived at the store before us. We actually bought some frozen entrees since they were available but looked picked over. Forget the fresh bread aisle, the shelves were empty, but the bread they bake in the store was available, so we bought a loaf.

I overheard a woman in one of the mostly empty aisles talking on her phone, saying there was a long line of customers trying to get into Costco. They were sanitizing every shopping cart before letting anyone inside. Safety that translates as fucking annoying for sure! We thought about heading to Costco for a few things that we do buy there, paper products, haha, like they’ll be there after what we saw in Safeway.

I don’t know exactly how this virus got interpreted as the toilet paper virus! Nothing I read about it suggested diarrhea. I can see neighborhood entrepreneurs opening their garages for $10.00 rolls of toilet paper. Single rolls, not packages! Aren’t you glad these people don’t own and run your local supermarket?

WORKING FROM HOME

Well, we have only one dedicated room as an office, and I might be sharing it with my wife for the unforeseen future. I fully expected that was going to be Larry and me. However, we don’t know about Ellen yet. They may use one of their rooms as an office, too. Personally, I’d love to see the wives work together. Oh, don’t think I’m being a jerk, okay? I’ve heard my wife spend more time almost yelling on the phone to people who can’t follow directions. I will have a stroke if I must listen to that in my office while I’m working. However, I have absolutely no idea what to expect from Larry as well. He’s a complete unknown in that respect. I guess I’ll know soon enough.

At least when it finally comes time for him to move in for my recovery, I’ll get to know for sure. I wish he could move in right now, but that was my dick talking to you! 😜 Ask me if I’m sorry it said that. Yeah, I’m sorry! Haha, really sorry, too. You do know that was my dick talking again, huh? Sometimes my dick talks a lot!

LATER AFTER TEXTING

After we had dinner at home, we actually bought one of those rotisserie chickens at Safeway for dinner. A decent meal for two with some pre-made mashed potatoes and frozen corn. Not a bad meal, minimal work and cost, and I didn’t have to spend time in the kitchen. Clean up, Haha, we ate on paper plates, too! I told you guys before, we are regular people, remember?

After I tossed out everything except the real silverware used for dinner, I decided to actually watch the news on TV. Talk about scary shit! The stock market almost 3,000 down today, before they stopped trading. And the Coronavirus coverage is enough to turn me totally gray instead of sexy silver creeping its way in. But the reason I brought this up was about Larry, who else, huh? Well, Larry texted Lisa first while we were catching the horrible news on TV. Apparently, he decided to ask her permission to do something with me tonight. She gave him her thumbs up 👍🏼 text back and told him to text me. He did, too with, “Marc would you like to take a walk with me tonight?” Well, that’s a first! I’d have rather read ‘would you like to fuck me tonight?’ Or, maybe the other way around. But a fucking walk, huh? So, I texted him back, “Walk? Is that code for meet me in my truck for a little, you know.” “When did ‘Walk mean truck sex’?” “Real walking, wow. Sure, I guess, but expect questions!” He said he’d meet me outside in 5 minutes, and wear a coat, it getting chilly out. So, I wonder what’s on his mind. I can pretty much kiss off anything sexual now, but I’m going to get something besides walking out of him, that’s for fucking sure. It’s dark enough out to be safe from view of nosey neighbors, and I’ll bring a flashlight, too.

He wasn’t lying, it is a lot colder out than it was this afternoon. I wore a ball-cap along with a warm coat. Old curly-head himself wasn’t stupid, he had a ball-cap on backwards, too. Larry looks like a kid wearing a ball cap that way when he hasn’t cut his hair. His curls stick out way over his ears. I think it’s cute, but you know how I feel about him. 😘 He gave me a really nice hug when we were at the end of my driveway, before we started our walk. “Babe what prompted the walk tonight, do you have something to tell me?” “Haha, it’s that transparent, huh?” “Nah, I’m just curious since in eight years, we’ve never gone out on a fucking walk together.” “Oh Marcus, you fucken disappoint me big time saying that!” “Oh oh, what did I forget?” “Sweetbabes, what did I asked to do with you on my birthday trip to Sausalito?” “Whoops, I remember now, we walked sometimes along the rocky shore. I’m sorry babe, I didn’t really forget, I loved that time with you very much.” “That’s okay, you’re old, it’s expected!” “You know, I could have stayed inside to skip this type of elder abuse, and kept warm, too!” He just laughed at me, and squeezed my ass, and didn’t say anything more. (Maybe there’ll be truck sex after all!)

You do know who's hand and who's ass, right?

I eventually got to the real bottom for the walk, and it wasn’t to give me a guilt complex. “Babe, you do know you will be asked to walk a lot more once you gets your new knee. I looked up what some of the therapy will require.” “So, you are conditioning me for that time, huh?” “Yeah, you bet your ass I am, so let’s plan on a walk after dinner every night, okay?” “Only if you let me kiss you now and maybe grab a feel or two.  Oh… oh yeah, you’ll need to wear sweats, too. You can expect my hand inside the back to feel your hairy ass quite often.” “You know, two can play that fucking game! You better wear sweats too and expect no less from me.” “Swear?” “Swear!” “Larry, I love you to the Moon and back!” “Marc, I love you to Mars and back!” Guys, I let him win that one, it was in my best interest. I think I came out ahead this time!

“Larry, I know we were having fun just now, but I do love you so fucking much! You’re such a beautiful man, and the best brother a guy could ever dream of having.” “Thank you, buddy, that means a lot to hear that. You know what sweetheart?” “What?” “You can have your word back now.” “What word are you talking about?” “Don’t you remember I told you never to call me ‘beautiful’. You got me in a weak moment after that little speech of yours. That wasn’t fair to tell you that back then, I’m sorry. Just don’t call me ‘pretty’!” We laughed heartily over that one though. “May I call you ‘pretty hairy’, you know how much I love that ‘thing’ about you.” “What did I just start with you? I know I’m going to regret this night.” “Oh, come on babe, let your ‘fur fly’ once in a while!” “Oh, you are really are going there, huh?” “No babe, just enjoying every minute fucking around with you, that’s all.” “Yeah I get it, me, too.” “Larry, you must know how much just seeing you, turns me on. I really do wish I looked more like you, though.” “Oh no you don’t! We are perfect just the way we are. You turn me on, too, you little 'hairless fucker.'” “Hey, fuck you! I’m not hairless! I thought you liked my hairy chest and belly!” “I do, that’s called payback for the ‘let fur fly’ comment.” “Well, I still think you are sexier looking than me.” “Okay, I’ll let you think that, if you want.” 

My best buddy laughed and just left my comment standing there! I kind of wanted him to say I was wrong or something. You know, maybe I was the sexy one, or just as sexy. I guess that’s more payback from him. That’s okay, I’ll get another dig in soon enough.

“Larry, you’re making me so fucking horny right now, just talking to you, and you’re not even fucking naked!” “Marcus, you are terrible at this. Maybe you think I’m the sexiest guy, but you certainly are the horniest guy!” “I can’t help that you turn me on so much. How are we going to do these walks and not get fucking horny.” “What do you mean ‘we’ Mister Horny? Maybe if you can’t talk, you’ll say less horny stuff, huh?” “What makes you think I could do that?” “Easy Sweetbabes, I’m going to buy a bag of the biggest stickiest caramels I can find, and make sure your mouth is always full. That’s how we’ll do it!” “That’s just mean! So, you’re not going to say cute sexy things to me on our walks?” “If I do, and I might, you’ll be chewing caramels.” “Like I said, that’s just fucking mean!” “Yeah, I know. I’m toughening up so you won’t try to con me out of making you do your therapy.” “Okay, do I get to pick out the caramels?” “No! I know you too well by now!” “Meany!”

Larry and I ended up having a nice time walking, if I ignore the part about not being sexy and too horny. We walked around the mostly dimly lit streets of the neighborhood; however, we do live in a gated community. It’s safe to walk after dark, but we did stay out of the deep shadows in case someone calls security on us. Traffic in our community really becomes a non-issue once everyone gets home. We mostly walked right down the middle of the streets tonight. And were probably out for 45 minutes, before we got back home. 

I grabbed his hand to hold once in a while, and he put his arm around my back a couple of times, but swinging our arms warmed us up, so that won over holding hands. Getting out together for a walk really was a great idea of his, but tying it to my future therapy needs, ought to tell you how much he loves me. I’ll never question that from him. I hope we get to do it often and maybe he’s only joking about the sticky caramels! I love joking around with him, the sexy talk, every minute with him makes me deliriously happy.

Larry does know how to do passionate!

When we got back home the darkest spot was still in our side yards, so we headed there before going to our respective homes. I kissed him and he made it passionate. I pulled his shirt out of his pants so I could run my hand all over his hairy chest, it’s all I thought about during our quiet walking moments. Now that my pants are a lot bigger on me, it gave him easy access to my dick by easily slipping his hand inside. It took maybe three seconds to get me hard, even with his icy cold fingers on my dick. Man, that was a whole new experience for me! I could have done without the icy fingers, but come on, he’s touching my dick! Do you think I’m going to stop him? Haha. It didn’t take long before his icy finger tips found my two lonesome buddies a little lower down, what were my options? (I could think of several, but none of which I’d choose. You know that by now, right?) And now the urge to cum is strong but I put it out of my head. Poor Larry getting his dick hard in his pants does take some rearranging. I didn’t dare to try in case I’d hurt him, but he did get his hand down his pants to relocate his dick upwards and poking out of the top of his pants. You do know I had to play with the swollen head of his exposed dick. I was headed down to lick it for him, but he put a stop to it. And then my sexy buddy said he had an idea. “Marc do you want to FaceTime me tonight so we can jack-off for each other? Of course, after our wives are off to sleep.” “Wow! Absolutely babe!” I was so fucking horny of course I accepted, but it’s going to be much later tonight before we could. “Babe how about eleven o’clock. Will that be a safe time?” “I think so.” I told him I was going to use my iPad Pro, so I’ll have a large viewing area. He thought that was a great idea, and said he’d do the same. At least I have my office on the east side of the house, pretty far away from the master bedroom. Larry will need to be downstairs since their bedroom is upstairs. I can’t wait, now I have to keep my hands off my dick until then! Good luck horny Marcus! I bet I can think of something to keep me busy for a couple of hours. (Guess when I started writing this chapter. Come on, I know you know. I hope you realize, the horniest stuff I write about us is when I’m the horniest myself.)

Larry and I kissed once again, nothing passionate though, and got our last bear hug in there, too. But I did put my hand down the back of his pants for a last minute hairy ass feel, only to have him say, “Hey, that’s not fair!” To which I said, “My dick is right here babe, get a free last feel before you leave.” And, he almost didn’t, but a course correction had his hand down my pants once again, just for a brief fleeting moment.

BACK INSIDE THE HOUSE WITH LISA

Lisa asked me how the walk went for us, and I told her what his idea was. She said he told her in the text but told her not to tell me the reason. Lisa told me I was lucky to have him as my best friend, don’t screw it up. I was afraid to ask what she meant by that but told her I knew how important he was to me, and that I love him too much to screw up our relationship. That revelation did elicit a comeback from her, but only that she was happy we had each other in our lives. “Thanks, sweetheart, for understanding us, having another guy to talk to that completely understands you, is something Larry and I had missing in our lives. It has really brought us so much closer since our trip last year. I don’t know if I can explain the need we have for each other; it’s deeply personal.” “Marc, you guys have been intimate with each other, right?” “Will the truthful answer to that make you upset, and not want to discuss it further with me?” “I wouldn’t have brought it up, if I thought that.” “Good, I’m glad you feel that way. So, I can be honest with you? And you won’t talk to Ellen about what’s said between us?” “That’s hard Marc, if it involves Ellen and me, I don’t know if I can say that.” Oh shit! That’s not what I wanted to hear.

I have the golden opportunity to complete the transition from closet to mostly open right now, and maybe blow my marriage in the process, if I’m not careful. However, I have no fucking business outing my buddy, that’s his job, not mine. But I can clear some things up, I think. “Lisa, I’ve dealt with the issue of my male attraction equally to my female attraction, for my whole freaking life. I have buried this fact from everyone even myself at times. I chose to act as a straight male on purpose. I wanted everything that came with it, but it didn’t stop my attraction to certain types of guys. I just kept it inside where it didn’t hurt anyone.” “So, you’re telling me you’ve been two people your whole life?” “No, I don’t think that’s really it, honey. Not at all, maybe it’s more like a continuum line that shifts left or right at times. I’m not 50/50 on this at all. Larry is super attractive; you know that as well as me. I couldn’t ignore that any more than you. I knew I wanted to be in his company as often as I could; he’s freaking gorgeous, and he seemed to like me, too. The line had shifted towards him often, over the years.” “Did you always want to have sex with him?” “No, I don’t think so, and I think that’s the hard-sad truth about us. You’ve heard him as much as me over the years. He made it perfectly clear he was homophobic; I wasn’t so stupid to test him on that. But it still was so much fun hanging with someone who turned heads everyplace he went, you know, it kind of made me feel special, too.”

“So, Marc, what happened to change everything?” I needed to watch what I said about us only to protect Larry until he decides it’s time to talk about it himself. “Honey, you know I have no business talking for him, but I’ll tell you about me. Larry and I both know now that you and Ellen have engineered the two of us getting back together as best buddies. We didn’t know that back then though.” Lisa kind of giggled a bit, I guess thinking back to that time a year ago. “Marc, Ellen was at her wits end back then. Keep this to yourself, it shouldn’t come from you, only Ellen. Larry was back in his self-destructive ways again, and she wasn’t going to go through that again with him. How do you think Ellen and I got so close together? We talked all the time about him. He was doing so well with his sobriety, but his severe moodiness was not welcome anymore. Ellen feared he’d slip back into his old destructive ways very soon.” I told Lisa that I knew what Ellen was experiencing, because I was feeling it too. “Honey, Larry found every excuse to turn down going anywhere with me, coffee included. I was giving up on him, too. I feel so bad now for not being there for him, but he pushed me off at everything I tried.”

“So, Lisa is that real reason why you guys got so invested in our first time away together?” “Why not? We aren’t giving up on you guys, but it really was more about helping Larry, not you. I don’t think we even knew you were having a big issue with him at the time. What we did know, you guys weren’t hanging around each other, at least not like Ellen and I were.” “Yeah, I know it was a sad time for me, but I never said much about it, I guess.” “Marcus why did you guys ultimately decide to go off together, if you weren’t speaking that much?” “Oh, we were still talking and texting some, just not going anywhere with each other much at all.” “Well, Marc, things sure changed when you guys came back home. How did you settle your differences?” (She’d really know everything if they were allowed to read the journal; that ain’t gonna happen, if I can help it!)

Oh, she’s certainly digging deep for information about us, and I don’t want to put Larry in a bind over that. I think I can give her enough knowledge for now, but I better get Larry on board with me soon. However, not tonight! I’ve got a hot FaceTime Video date with him at eleven o’clock. I continued with the story I think she can handle with me. “It didn’t take much at all, to get back on track with our friendship. There was that long three-hour drive alone together to just talk to each other again, but more importantly, get back to joking around like before. But we did something we both wanted to do when we got there.” “Is that something you’d like to tell me about?” “Sure, I’ve always thought about doing it, but never had the opportunity. I wanted to go hiking naked in a densely populated forest; you know, being one with Nature. It just seemed so natural to me, and apparently, for him, too. We didn’t pre-plan doing this, it just sort of happened. And it was very natural, if not somewhat exciting, too. Really, that’s all it took to break through any barriers we might have had built.” So far Lisa was listening and appeared to be interested in hearing the rest of the story. However, how could I tell her that we came out to each other there? Not yet, it’s not time until Larry is on board, and I don’t see that coming yet.

I was feeling secure in what I was saying, but more importantly, how it was being received. So, I added a little more to the story. “Well, there’s that thing you know very well about the both of us; we both are confirmed naked sleepers. That’s never going to change, too.” “Haha, you are right, you told us there was only one small bed there, I bet that was awkward for you guys, huh?” Of course, you guys know more about that night we had together than she’ll ever know from us, but I did need to give her something reasonable. “Lisa, it really wasn’t bad at all, don’t forget we weren’t strangers, we had several years of being best buddies. And, we spent the entire afternoon naked in the woods. You know, we didn’t have blinders on, there was nothing left to the imagination about us any longer.” “I guess so, although I’ll never really understand what goes through guys heads anyway.” “I guess that means we do because we’re dense apes, huh?” Maybe under different circumstances, a fight could start, but not tonight, just laughter was good enough.

“Mark, you know as well as any of us, how Larry was talking about gays, how does he go from that to hiking naked, and then, sleeping naked with you in a small bed?” Man, I wish he was here right now, I don’t like talking for him anymore. Everything is different between us now, I could really blow it for him, if I’m not careful in what I say. Plus, not sound like I’m covering up stuff about him. I can’t wait until everything is out in the open. “Lisa, I’m not going to lie to you about being naked with the guy I was so attracted to, it was exciting. How could it not be? Naked leaves nothing to hide behind any longer, and ahh… well, he’s got this great physique. I can’t say I hated seeing him naked while we were hiking together, because I didn’t.” “Don’t get jealous Marc, I’m very aware of his looks; it’s hard to unsee you guys at the pool on your last birthday. He’s certainly a looker!” “You know I’m not a bad looking naked guy, too.” “Didn’t I just tell you not to get jealous? You have a very manly body!” Even I laughed at that comment.

“Honey, I really did think on the way to the lake, that we definitely would have to suck it up, if there was some lingering problem, we brought with us. But we didn’t have any problems at all. It couldn’t have been easier for both of us being naked out there in the woods. In a matter of minutes, we were acting like this was something we’ve been doing since we were kids. Maybe because we are guys. Maybe because we’ve known each other for so long, huh?” Watching her eyes and not looking away while I was talking to her, seems to be working well for me. My wife is a savvy woman, she knows there’s more, and she knows I’m not going to throw my buddy under the bus.

However, there will be more talk one day, maybe next time they’ll target Larry. I can stake a small fortune on that! She is only trying to even up the playing field between the wives and the husbands. They’ve already told us there’s something going on between them. I figure they’d like to have some wiggle room when and if push comes to shove. Trust me, that day won’t be coming from us!

IT’S LATE ENOUGH FOR FACETIME NOW

Guys, if I had to pick the best time Larry and I have had together, I’d have a hard time just picking one. I’ve written about so many in the past year that could rank right up there as the best between us. However, tonight what we are planning on doing, might rank right up there, too. Perhaps, it’s the butterflies in my gut making me think this though.

We won’t be together, just watching our iPad screens in our own houses, but it promises to be a turn on anyway. And, who knows, maybe it will be something we’ll do often. I decide to text Larry to see if we were still on for this. I got the text back, ‘Not yet, Ellen is still downstairs. I’ll text you when it’s okay.’  I sent back the ‘A-Okay’ 👌🏼 Emoji to him. Now it’s time to wait. I headed to my office and set up my iPad on the desk. Put a big bath towel on my leather office chair and brought out the lube and some washcloths. I set up the lighting so he could see just me and not much else. But the iPad front camera is a pretty good low-light camera, so I rethink the lighting. I went back to the kitchen to make myself a drink. Sorry Larry, I know it looked like iced tea, but it was brandy. My boss is training me on that! Blame him! Haha. Am I nervous? Yeah, I want this to be perfect, and not screw it up. I guess I could give myself some slack here and let it just happen naturally.

It was taking him a lot longer than I figured it should, so, I headed back to the family room to watch the news. I had my silky PJ’s on and made sure the one button in the fly was opened. Man, this is making me so fucking nervous, it’s starting to feel like a first date. So, I sit in my easy chair, feet up, iPhone close by and I sit there waiting. And then I think, maybe I should be on my iPad writing about this before I forget. But the iPad is setup in my office, I tell myself, screw it, I’ll remember everything. I just hope I don’t fall asleep waiting on him tonight.

I had my iPhone set to buzz only. I didn’t need to have it blast me with Larry’s Alert Tone, which is a motorcycle sound because he was a 'badass biker' in his late 20’s. It’s silly, but I’ve never been a badass anything in my life, and I kind of celebrate through him. And then the text came telling me it’s time, even the fucking buzzer made a lot of noise. Teach me to leave my phone on a glass top table! I knew it was time to head back to my office but left the TV on to suggest I was up watching it.

I should make this my screensaver!

When I walked over to my office, I used my iPad Pro to FaceTime Larry. He answered and there he was filling up my 12.9” screen with the biggest grin! “Hi babe, long time no see, huh?”  He softly laughed and I asked him where he was in the house. “I’m on the bed in one of the guest bedrooms. You look like you’re in the office. You naked yet?” “Almost, I’m getting out of my PJ’s right now. Turn over and show me your beautiful ass.” And he did. “Please run your fingers in your crack and finger yourself for me. You are giving me a great shot of your ass right now.” “I figured it would; I moved a bedside table holding my iPad to the foot of the bed.”

Great shot without planning, too!

“Babe, you are big into this with me tonight! You’re fucking awesome!” “Of course, I am! I’m doing it for us buddy.” “Man, I don’t know how long I’ll last tonight; you’ve got me so fucking horny!” “You’re not alone buddy, tonight might be a quickie for us! So, you want to see me finger my ass, huh? I don’t how much the camera will show, though.” “Don’t worry babe, I can see everything perfect right now.” Larry sucked on a couple of fingers to get them wet enough to slip inside and used his other hand to spread his ass cheeks apart. As I just wrote above, it’s going to be hard not to cum before I want. He’s so fucking hot tonight! “Babe, it looks like you and your ass are having as good a time as me right now!” “Marc, you know this is normally your job, right?” “Yeah, don’t rub it in, but it looks like you’ve been paying attention while I did my job though.” “Sweetbabes, you do it better, I can’t get in as far as you do. You owe me big time for this!” “Babe you can collect my debt the next time we are together, maybe I can think of something beside fingers to use as well.” “You better believe it! Now may I turn over so I can see the screen, too?” “Sorry babe, absolutely! Besides I want to see how your play toys are fairing.” 

I didn't use PhotoShop, it was Procreate! 👅

“Marc, you do know I can see you perfectly clear now; is there a reason why your dick is not in your hand, or even visible to me right now?” “Haha, it was all the time you were playing with your beautiful ass. I wasn’t looking at me, just you, I’m sorry. Do you want to watch me do something special for you?” “Yeah, I’d love to see you keep your dick in the picture frame!” “Well, that’s going to be easy; how does it look now?” “Now it looks like a PhotoShopped cock; yummy, you little fuck! Yes, I do have something I want to see you do. I want to see how you jack-off when you are alone. And I want to see you cum, on your belly, too. You okay with that?” My first thought was that’s kind of private, but that’s ridiculous, I have to stop thinking like that.

Let's hear it for the other cock in the room!

So, I told him sounding all cavalier, “Of course babe, for you anything is doable, but you know I can see you watching me on my iPad, too!” “That’s an easy fix, don’t look at it, duh!” “Gee, you’re so smart… ass! But it’s a pretty ass!” “I’ll be sure that you don’t see my face on your screen, that might help.” “Hey, that’s a great looking cock; who’s there with you? Haha.” “You like it this way, huh? Give me a good show and it will be up against my belly, the way you like to play with it, soon enough!”

I told Larry to hang in there while I make a couple of changes to the setup. “Babe I’m going to head over to my sofa bed, I’ll need to change where my iPad is, too. Just let me know if you can see me good enough, okay?” I setup a chair to hold my iPad and sat on the couch, and with a little help from Larry, I got the iPad in the proper position. I told him I really didn’t think I could see myself in the shot, so let me know if I have to move. “Sweetbabes, I think you've got this as good as it gets! I can see everything perfect, don’t worry.” 

Come back for the cum shot next time! 💦Haha

I told myself to forget there was a camera on me, just think about how horny I was right now, and how I handled being away from him so many times in the past year. Larry wanted to see how I took care of myself, not how I am with him. He knows that Marcus very well now. It was a little bit of a struggle, so, I closed my eyes and managed to clear my mind of everything except how my dick felt in my hand. I really tried for him. Sorry Larry, you asked to see this. 

Now that I’m writing about what I remembered in that session, I couldn’t take him totally out of my mind while I was jacking myself. I’m not the same guy I was before this past year. Larry probably can say the same thing, at least I hope so. I confess Babe, as much as I love playing with my own dick, when it counted the most, I imagined it was you jacking me off. I don’t think I opened my eyes afterwards for a couple of minutes, too. I knew if I only saw him on the iPad screen instead of next to me, I’d be back to reality. I didn’t want to let him know that, so I asked him, “Babe, did I turn you on or off?” “Marc, you didn’t just say that, tell me you’re just fucking with me.” “I’m fucking with you Babe; I just didn’t know what to say. You just saw me in my own porno jacking off, kind of awkward feeling.” “Nope, nothing awkward at all, just fucking hot baby! I don’t think you ever opened your eyes once, all I could think about was where did you go in your mind, and I wanted to be there with you, and for the cleanup, too.” “That’s very sweet to hear babe, thanks for saying that.” “Sweetbabes, I’m a little concerned about your chest hair, it’s a little messed up now and I’m not there to help. I think you should take care of business now.” So, I did. Slow and as sexy as I could, bit by bit I let it linger on my tongue so he could see. I’m getting hard again just writing about this now. In person we’d get this done without all the staging. I think that was hotter than jacking now that I’m writing about it. Just wait until he gets his turn!

“Marc, I know it’s my turn now or my dicks going to cum all by itself without me! Are you up for me?” “Silly man, my dick might not be up just yet, but I’m sure as fuck ready to see you.” I just sat up on the couch and made a small adjustment to my iPad location to have a better view. Larry settled back on the bed and started without saying more. You have to know his dick is going to explode if he doesn’t get busy. It might anyway on its own after listening to him. Poor guy, maybe I Bogarted the air time a little too long, huh? Well, that’s not an issue any longer, my babe is really into himself and I’m thinking, watch and learn Marc. Watch and learn from the master! 

Make believe he's a blonde, okay? Sorry Dude!

The first thing I caught was he really was into himself right now. I kind of feel bad, maybe I didn’t show that in my turn. The second impression was he’s thinking about getting fucked, I just know it from how he’s rubbing himself. We both are as versatile as they come now. Haha, we don’t fight over who gets fucked first, just as long as we both have a turn. Right now, I bet he’s trying to turn me on, so he gets to be first one. I can’t take much more of watching him, my dick just forgot it came minutes ago and is getting hard again. Of course, if I stopped playing with it maybe it could relax for a while. Oh, fuck that! Like I’m going to take my hand off my dick while he’s playing a game not to lose.

Remember, it's a blonde in the cum shot! 👅

It wasn’t much longer before he decided jacking off for me to watch him cum was almost the forgotten plan. My buddy made sure that I got that from him in Aces. Oh, cumming was certainly in his plan, and maybe it took him on a road trip I’d go on with him any day he asked. I got to watch my buddy cumming and it was hard for me. I immediately went to a bad place in my mind. How many years went by us before we got honest with each other. How many times has Larry jerked off thinking about what it would be like if I was there with him. And then it got even more real when I thought about how many times I jerked-off in my shower thinking about him. I think maybe it’s a draw. Thankfully I came back to the moment that really counted, while he was cumming over and over on his hairy belly. I know he’s doing that for me, and I understand why he wanted to be with me for the clean up. I let him rest for a couple of minutes and I saw him look directly into the camera and gave me an ear to ear smile. “Babe you were fucking awesome tonight! I can’t wait until I get my hands on you.” He laughed and said, “Me too, sweetheart! I hope I was as good as you were tonight.” “Oh, baby you were a thousand times better than me!”

I know it’s getting late and he’ll be off to work before long, and I wished I was the work he has to leave home for. I mean, the commute is a breeze, and he won’t need his fucking truck to get here, too! 

As much as I loved the playing around tonight, I’m feeling a little empty inside. Up to a year ago, I spent 56 years cumming without him, and maybe I felt just as empty inside. But when we are together, I never feel that emptiness. He makes me cum, and I let him, too. For the past year I’ve allowed him to take control over my orgasms. I’ve written about that before, but tonight it really drove it home for me. I’ve got decades of practice getting off, but never like when he does it for me. I hope it’s the same for him. I’m pretty sure it is though. “Happy anniversary Babe!”

I guess I’ll spare you another long chapter to read and end this one. I hope you liked the pictures I used. I was extremely horny getting them ready for you! So what else is new, Marcus?

And please know that I started writing this chapter before the California lock down. So, some of the content came before learning about the changes to come. All four of us are free of the virus and haven’t had contact with any known sick person. We are complying with the Governor’s order. I have a feeling the next chapter might be dealing with that reality more than this one. And, Larry and I will eventually get a real Anniversary to celebrate as soon as it’s possible. At least we are neighbors and healthy. We expect to keep it that way, too. I hope and I’m sure Larry does too, that every one of you reading this remains safe and free from the virus. If any of you did catch the virus, God Speed your recovery! We love you guys.

Marcus

Our COVID and Our Life Changing Situation journal continues in Chapter 66:

https://brosgonerogue.blogspot.com/2020/04/ch-66-covid-19-sheltered-together.html