CH 68 COVID-19 The Good, Bad and Sad
Hi Guys!
Before I start this chapter, I hope you are all still using good health practices during this awful time. Please know the four of us do wear masks when out shopping. Larry was given some 'N-95 Masks' from work and he gave me and Lisa each one to use. I’m not a big fan though, I got lightheaded the other day shopping at grocery store with mine on. It’s so tight to my big head that I wasn’t getting enough fresh air! I lifted it often to catch a big breath! Maybe the elastic will stretch more as I wear it often enough. And maybe I’m just a big baby about wearing a tight mask, too. 😬
I need or should I say I’m compelled to write about the two weeks that Larry shared my office with me in my home office, and per our mutual agreement, returned home each night to his own house. Ouch, that’s so fucking sad to write about! I’m going to do my best not to depress you or myself writing anything about it for you. Right now, I’d like to say, that’s it guys, the chapter is over, see you next time when he’s with me 24/14. So, I decided to write a combo piece that covers the good, the bad and the sad.
However, there were some interesting things I can write about from my note taking. Note taking is the best I can do right now for you when he’s here, I’m not taking one minute away from us to write. Sorry, horny is still way active between us! Well it better be or one of us is missing the boat!
Just so you know, the difficulty with this chapter number 68, is that the two weeks I just alluded to finished last Friday, today is Monday the start of Marcus and Larry Heaven! The only way I could finish writing Chapter 67 was during the evenings after Lisa was sleeping and Larry was back home again. So, if you are following what I’m trying to say, these two weeks are note taking weeks while my babe is here with me. The serious writing starts a couple of weeks later. I’m saying that in case I get some stuff mixed up a bit.
ON TO THE GOOD STUFF
Okay, the stage is set now for you, maybe I can get started. I received a text yesterday, Sunday late afternoon from Larry. He said he was headed to the grocery store to pick up stuff Ellen wanted for the week. And wanted to know if I needed anything. Now, that’s a sweet guy! So, I told Lisa what he said to see if she wanted anything. Actually, she did. They were short on tea, get some Earl Grey or English Breakfast for her, or maybe both. That’s all she could think of, but I know they’ll shop on their own anyway. I texted him back with the info and he asked me, strike that, he told me to meet him in my driveway to go with him. Like now! I told Lisa that Larry wanted me to go with him, and she said go ahead, have fun! Yeah, I have a feeling fun is what he wants! Especially, by the tone of his text, groceries might be the other thing he needs to get! 😂
It had been a warm day on Sunday right up to the late afternoon, so I’m still in shorts and pullover shirt. I really wasn’t planning on going anywhere maybe watch some TV later. ‘Naked and Afraid’ on the Discovery Channel is one of Lisa and my guilty pleasures to watch together, I also record them in case I can’t watch it live. Please don’t make the connection between my penchant for being naked often myself, with watching blurred naked bodies trying to survive some of the most adverse living conditions the producers can come up with. However, since I’m kind of an ass man at least asses are rarely blurred unless some guys balls play peek-a-boo for the camera. So, know you know, it’s not only the business news that I watch on TV. Haha, I bet you’d be surprised at what I do like to watch.
Anyway, as permission was granted, I went to our bedroom to put on some shoes and take a piss just in case we’d be out longer than expected. Then off to my driveway from the garage, which my buddy had already opened up for me! Interesting I thought and forgot about it. I jumped up into his truck, yup, you need to jump up to get in that beauty. And heard this in less than 3 seconds, “Are you as horny as me?” All I did was laugh, and then got back from him, “Get over here and kiss me like you mean it!” I guess the question was rhetorical. Yeah, I’ve been holding off all weekend for him, I want him to get the best I have to give! Apparently, kissing was just a small part of what he wanted because he had my dick poking out of the leg of my shorts before we broke the lip-lock. I hope you don’t think I short changed him because I didn’t. Man, it’s only been two days since we were together, but if you were watching us, you’d swear we hadn’t seen each other in months. Oh, we have it really bad without each other. Larry said let’s get out of the driveway before we get caught. And then said there were some roads in our community that were private enough to feel safe for a while.
Just an appetizer for tomorrow |
We both just slouched back into our own bucket seats, dicks still sticking out of our shorts. Well to be honest, his was still a fairly good size while I was not. Let’s just leave it there, okay? We turned our heads to face each other and just smiled, I’m sure we didn’t have the strength to giggle or laugh left in us! I eventually said, “Wow, that was fucking awesome babe!” I don’t think the hunky man sitting next to me was ready to speak yet, but he reached over and tugged on my graying beard at my chin and winked. I don’t know why he did that, he never did before; maybe it just felt right for him at the time. Eventually, he said we really need to go shopping, too, if that was okay. I told him, “Okay? I thought that’s what we were supposed to do anyway. He said, “Sweetbabes, are you saying you didn’t think we were going to do this when I texted you tonight?” I laughed and said, “No, I knew but I was sorry I didn’t think about it myself. I must be slipping up on us.” “Marc that why we are partners, one of us will always be there for us, right?” “Oh, you’ve got that one right! Man, you were awesome tonight. I can’t wait for tomorrow and the next two weeks. Do you think I’ll run out of cum for you? Don’t answer that!” He didn’t but laughed at me, not with me! Sad huh? Well be assured we did get the shopping done and picked out some stuff for ourselves, too. I’ll just put them away in the garage refrigerator until we need them. We wore the face masks he brought home for us, and we lost a good portion of our faces in the process. If it weren’t for his uncut and really curly blonde hair lately, I wonder if I could pick him out of the crowd? Maybe what I should have said I wonder if he could pick me out of the crowd? Do you know how hard it was walking around the grocery store, picking up stuff we needed and not have my arm around him? After what just happened between us, all I want to do is melt into him. I bet sleeping tonight is going to be a bust! Sometimes it feels like waiting for Santa Claus when you’re a kid on Christmas Eve. I bet we go at it again before work, too!
IT’S MORNING GO TO WORK GUYS!
Guys, I have a surprise for him today when he gets here. My order from Amazon Prime arrived on Sunday afternoon. I picked out an office chair for him to use. I felt bad seeing him struggle with the kitchen chair at the folding table. I didn’t go cheap on him, too! I found a black leather chair a lot like mine for him. I’m also thinking if he can continue to work from home, maybe I should buy another real desk for him to use, and a filing cabinet to go with it. I really want him to work beside me, so I don’t mind getting another desk in the room. I bet he’ll be surprised. In fact, I have this bet going on with myself, that once he opens the box, he’ll have the chair assembled in 20 minutes without ever looking at the instructions. We’ll see!
You know, if it was me trying to assemble the chair without instructions, there’d be 12 little pieces left over and I’d figure that they gave me extra in case I needed it! I swear that’s me! I’m so right brained, I’ll never get things done like a normal guy. I used to say that my right brain ate my left brain so there’d be more room for it! Man, I hope there’s at least one of you out there like me! Feel free to tell me if you are, so I won’t feel so alone! You know if no one comments, I’m going to be really bummed out! ☹️
Perhaps you’d like to know that Lisa and Larry crossed paths this morning as she was headed to his house for the next two weeks to work with Ellen. Larry said they gave each other a little kiss on the cheek and a hug in our driveway when passing each other. See, we all get along very well. So far! Larry said he closed the garage door after he entered so there’d be no unexpected guests entering the house. Not that we ever have, but you know, there’s no reason to leave it open, too.
“Hey Sweetbabes, I’m here where are you?” I was in the kitchen waiting on him, where he found me. “Good morning babe! I’ve been waiting on you. Have you had breakfast yet?” “Yeah, had something with Ellen this morning, but there’s always room for more coffee, right?” “I figured, there’s a mug near the pot that I put out for you. Come sit with me before we get busy, okay?” “Marc, I’m ready for a lot more than coffee, you ought to know that!” “We’ll, maybe I am too, so how’s them apples?” “When did you get all ‘Country Bumpkin’?” “Just felt like saying that. Hey babe, is your mind still blown from last night?” “Haha, that and my dick, too!” “Larry, thank you for thinking about that last night. Man, I’m still living it, my dick is still thanking me!” “Haha, you’re a crazy fucker, you know that, right?” “Do I have to answer that?” “Marc, thanks for putting up with me last night. I can’t imagine ever doing that with you years ago. That was crazy fun, but I really needed or wanted you, whatever the fuck it was, and you were there for me. It was either that or I’d jack off by myself. I took a chance.” “Really, do you think I would have turned you down. Oh, you don’t know me at all, if you thought that!” “Marcus, stop it! I know you too fucken well by now. I’m still in a really happy place and wanted to talk about it with you. Hey, to change the subject for a minute, guess what I’m thinking about right now.” “Larry, there are a couple of easy ones, so I’ll skip those. You are wondering if we can get into my pool during lunch!” “Blow my mind, will you, damn you’re fucken good!” “Babe that was too easy; you’ll love the water now. But no, let’s not go in right now, we need to make this home office work for you first. Later when you are more adjusted to working from home like me, you can pick and choose when to dive in.” “Marcus, you’re still a fucker, you know that, right?” “Yup! I do. But a lovable one, and just your fucker, too!” “I guess you want to head for the office then, right?” “Oh yeah, you bet. I can see your lips moving, don’t you swear at me.” “Who me, you think I’d do that?” I just started laughing, I know his surprise is just a few feet away from him.
FINALLY, IN THE OFFICE
“Hey Marc, there’s a big box near my desk and there’s a picture of an office chair on the box. Wow! You got a chair for me! Okay, you’re not a fucker, anymore!” But I want to be a fucker, especially with him. However, before anything was started, Larry came over to me to give me the best bear hug and kiss. I couldn’t help but notice the two excited hands squeezing both of my ass cheeks and the grinding of our junk together. Oh, yeah this is by far, going to be one of my best Amazon purchases! Larry headed back over to the box, took out his combination pocket-knife and cut through the tape holding the box together.
Larry’s new office chair |
Building permanent memories |
“Marcus, thank you, thank you, thank you! Now my chair will always have a memory of you built in. Every time I sit down on this chair, I will feel you deep in me. How could that not be the best present in the whole fucking world from you!” He’s starting to say the coolest stuff lately. What a sweetheart! I better step up my own game.
I flashed back on my bet with myself this morning and asked him, “Hey, Larry, are there any parts left over after building the chair?” “No, should there be?” “Yeah, if I built it.” Anyway, it managed our weight and didn’t even squeak! Then I asked, “Do you think you can get that nasty squeak out of my chair?” “Sure, where do you keep the WD-40?” “Maybe the garage?” “Marc, I’ve got a lot of work to do with you yet!” “Good luck, babe!”
OKAY SOMETHING STRANGE IS GOING ON
It wasn’t exceedingly long into the work day that Larry came over to my desk and asked me to stand up and hold him. “Okay babe, what’s up. Oh, I know what’s up, you’re shaking baby. Are you feeling sick?” “I don’t think so, I’m feeling strange, just hold me, okay?” Of course, I held him, he was giddy as can be an hour or so ago. I told him let’s go into the kitchen and sit out our coffee break. “No, Marc, can you walk with me to our bedroom? I think I should lie down for a while.” “Sure babe, of course, I hope you didn’t catch anything over the weekend.” “I’ll be okay, just a little time laying down should help.” So, I put my arm around his waist to make sure he didn’t fall, and he rested his head on my shoulder the best he could. I’m really concerned, this came on so fast, he was feeling so great about the chair and the time in my lap. I don’t have a clue how you can feel that way and then feel sick to your stomach or want to heave up something. It’s not the shortest walk getting to our master bedroom, right now he seems pretty okay to me. I think this will pass soon, I’m sure!
The world’s second best faker |
Just in case you are thinking I was falling down on the job; my mind was working all night long trying to figure out a way to get him in bed with me as soon as he came over. The chair present kind of took precedent though, but I did get some action, just not what I thought it would be. That’s okay, he’s taking me down that road right now. Do you guys know how hard it is to write about this stuff and not make it look like porn, because today, it was that fucking close to it! And I don’t read porn! But I do have a good idea what it must be like. Maybe we can play sick at work today, because, well just because.
You know, no matter what type of week we are in, I get to work with Larry in my home office, Monday through Friday, whether he stays over at night or goes home. I get plenty of time to hug and kiss, and fool around on breaks with him. It’s the best we’ve ever have had since we got physical last year. It just gets better and better. But when I know he’ll be going to bed with me at the end of the day. Wow, man, I get fucken weak in the knees, (I have bad knees anyway) but I think you know what I mean. Like, there’s no way I could have known a year ago, hell just months ago, we’d be like this. Every fucking day is a new present to open with him. And right now, my ass is loving it’s present pretty damn good!
“Larry, you are a tricky son-of-a-bitch, you know that, right? So, you win this one babe; you were able to get me in bed with you faster than I did, obviously. You my fine furry buddy, are one fucking amazing guy! Please don’t stop loving and surprising me. Life would be a bitch without you babe.” “Marc, you know I feel the same way, too. Why do we do that to each other, huh?” “Babe, I have no fucking clue. So, are you ready to run away with me yet?” “Marc, the day I have that answer, you better be fucking ready!” “I’ll go pack my bag!”
We hung around in bed for quite a while afterwards. And while in there, we held on to each other as if someone or thing was going to pull us apart, just to be mean to us. There’s no question our dynamic is changing rapidly.
Nothing like a little gentle ball play |
“Babe, those two weeks you went back home to Ellen after working with me, how did you handle it? What was it like?” “Are you sure you want me to talk about that while I have your balls in my hands?” “Well, judging on how you are saying that now, NO! Maybe you ought to get your hands off of them first! Haha.”
Right now, we are back to starting the two weeks together that we both need. I was thinking about writing what it’s like for us when we go back to life as it used to be. “So, will you still let me play with your droopy balls while I tell you? I was having such a great time playing with them before you rained down on me. Did you just shave them again?” “No, not for a while now. It takes a long time before anything grows back, I guess. I’m sorry I broke the mood for you babe; and yes, please do play with them; you can’t believe how that makes me feel! You’ll get a turn soon!”
“Larry, I don’t want to write a chapter about you leaving me every night for two weeks, and I don’t think anyone wants to read about that too. Maybe I can work some of that pain into the great time we do have together. I want to tell the guys about how you feel about this. It’s easy to tell them what I feel, ‘it’s the shits!’ I like writing about you more than me, anyway.” “So, does that mean you’re going to tell them I’m playing with your droopy balls, too?” “Obviously! Why not, you’ll know soon enough yourself.”
“Marc, I hate leaving you and the thought of not being in bed with you at night. But, I’m happy to see Ellen again, I do miss her during those weeks we are apart. I don’t know if there ever will be any kind of sex life with her again. I know I want you, that’s all I ever think about.” “Larry, it’s hard to believe how many days and sometimes weeks used to go by years ago, before we’d see each other again. We never felt that way back then.” “Well Marc, maybe if we were fucking each other back then, that would have changed everything!” “Yeah, obviously buddy!” Sometimes I want to pinch myself to be sure he’s actually saying stuff like that to me!
“Marc, I’m ready to let you tell the guys something that I’ve never talked much about with you before. At least, I don’t think I have.” “You’ve got my attention, babe.” “Maybe it’s the right time to talk about it now. I don’t remember telling you what really went on behind closed doors at home with Ellen. I know I mentioned once how Ellen was becoming distant with me, and how much it was upsetting me.” “I do remember writing about that babe, it wasn’t long ago, too. I don’t remember which chapter that it was in though.” Larry knows from our conversations that Lisa and I have had a ‘spotty’ sexual relationship at best, (Now I’m being really kind to myself), but I never nailed down exactly what that entailed for him. I honestly did expect that Larry and Ellen had a mostly decent sex life. I never asked, none of my fucking business anyway. I told him Lisa and I had replaced sex with our Corporate Life struggle to get to the top of our game. But I also told him, Lisa’s need to schedule sex for some time soon, was the biggest turn off I ever had to deal with. I hated it so much I rarely could get hard enough to perform. I’m fairly sure I told you guys something like that, too by now.
“Sweetbabes, maybe because I’ve been married for 33-years now, sex live’s just fade away. I’m sure you and I have had more sex together in the last year than I’ve had in several years married!” “Wow, I’d never think that at all, babe. You’re pretty direct with me when you want sex. Maybe, like just now?” “Marc if it didn’t hurt so bad, maybe I’d be joking with you. I was always the one looking for sex with her, I’d start it and she’d find a way to end it with something. When I did get the sex I wanted, it was like I took something from her she didn’t want to give.” “Larry, that was never anything I thought you were going through. Why didn’t you just talk to me? You know I was in a similar boat myself, we could have supported each other.” “No way Marc. I’m sorry, that just wasn’t possible, not until now.” “Babe, I don’t understand, I thought we could talk about anything.“ “Sweetbabes, I don’t want any secrets between us anymore. It’s taking a lot for me to talk about this right now. Don’t be upset with me, it’s just stuff that I’ve been holding in. I trust you, and I need that trust when I tell you this. How do you think I felt inside when I read about you telling everyone what a hunk I am, and I can’t even get marital sex to work for me. That’s some fucking hunk, huh?”
“Baby, I don’t buy that at all; you are a fucking hunk! Just because you two lost that connection, doesn’t take that away from you. Hey babe, we need to make a pact that we’ll never let shit like this get between us!” “I’m okay now Marc, I know who we are together. Why do you think I’m telling you this? And, letting the guys reading about us, know it too; no more fucking secrets! I want you to yell it out to the world how much you mean to me! I know now that I’ve never had a real sex life before you. I don’t think I really knew what I was capable of before you, that’s for fucking sure. I’m going to fight to keep you, if anyone tries to take you away from me.”
Guys, that was a lot to digest, but it was the most personal and real thing he’s shared with me ever, and now with you, too.
“Baby, I don’t buy that at all; you are a fucking hunk! Just because you two lost that connection, doesn’t take that away from you. Hey babe, we need to make a pact that we’ll never let shit like this get between us!” “I’m okay now Marc, I know who we are together. Why do you think I’m telling you this? And, letting the guys reading about us, know it too; no more fucking secrets! I want you to yell it out to the world how much you mean to me! I know now that I’ve never had a real sex life before you. I don’t think I really knew what I was capable of before you, that’s for fucking sure. I’m going to fight to keep you, if anyone tries to take you away from me.”
Guys, that was a lot to digest, but it was the most personal and real thing he’s shared with me ever, and now with you, too.
Tickling into submission |
Popsicle stick ED help? |
Infamous leg wrap melding |
“By the way Marc, to let you know, I was fucking awesome this morning! I have no idea how I could have ever pulled that off with Ellen!” “Fuck, that would have never happened with either one of my wives!” “Aren’t you the lucky guy to have me to play with?” “Hey, you have me to play with, too babe!” Guys, nothing I just wrote in this paragraph was ever said, but I imagined we both thought it though; I know I did that why I wrote it here. Larry always let‘s me know when he reads this along with you. He doesn’t let me get away with anything not true enough. It’s a lot easier letting you know the truth according to me, anyway; otherwise, I’d be a great screw-up!
Shampoo help from me |
We did get some shorts on and headed for coffee and a trip back to the office until lunch time. I figured I’m not going to refuse a dive into the pool for him, I bet he skips lunch to get more time in the pool, too.
WE ACTUALLY DID START THE WORK DAY EVENTUALLY
Today was the first day Larry got to work at the makeshift desk with his new ‘Executive Chair’. He looks so fucking good in that chair, but I’m going to try and ignore him for at least an hour or two! I turned my desk back around again to how I’ve had it for years. I think I can work and look up at him sitting just several feet away from me. I’m going to have to or retire! I’m thinking he deserves a real desk instead of the folding table, it just doesn’t go with his new chair. Now do I ask him to help pick out what he’d like or just surprise him? The chair was easy to pick out, a desk might need special things I don’t know about. Maybe it’s just a drafting table, I haven’t a clue what he has in his office. So, I decide to have him in a conversation about a new desk.
Desk Larry picked for himself |
So that’s what I had him do for a couple of hours before lunch. You know as well as me, there wasn’t going to be any work done today. We needed each other more than work did. Besides, the way I’m sitting now, I get the greatest view my room ever had. He matches the décor exactly the way Lisa would have chosen herself. I’m not kidding this time, this is the start of our two weeks together and I’m going to grab on to every minute we have together, one way or the other! Every time I look up from my computer, I get eye-candy, talk about fucken sweet! 😘
OBVIOUSLY, IT HAD TO BE TIME FOR LUNCH BY NOW!
I’ve been actually getting some work done while Larry was checking out desk options for quite a while now. I believe he really wants this dual office thing to work as much as me now. He certainly will need to convince his office after this ‘stay in place’ thing ends, that working from home really works for his company, too. Well, it’s my fantasy dream for him, anyway.
Guys, you should know me by now; just looking at him turns me on, today it’s different. What I’m seeing, is a guy who’s super focused and the kind of employee I’d hire in a heartbeat. Oh, eye-candy aside, I’d never hire just on looks; man, I hope I wouldn’t! But it’s been so comfortable knowing I’m sharing my space with someone worthy, and considerate. Since I wrote about our phone situation, it’s never been a problem again. I do believe we’ve got this under control. However, it’s lunch break time now, so I thought I’d walk over to his workspace and let him know.
I’m sure Larry was aware of me moving about and wasn’t alarmed when I ended up behind him with another shoulder rub for him. (That would not be tolerated in any staffed office under sexual harassment standards.) “How’s the search going, babe?” “I found a few that could work; you wanna see them?” “Absolutely! Do you want to do it now, or after lunch?” “Fuck! Did it get that late already?” See guys, I told you he was focused, that’s my kind of office mate! And then his response, “Marc, the last one naked and not in the pool, loses! Does that answer your question?” As he was giving me his response, his shirt was yanked off over his head, and by the time he was standing his shorts were around his ankles. I’d say winning is everything for my buddy. Now, if you think just watching him was losing; man, we have to fucking talk! I will never, ever put watching him getting naked in the same sentence with losing! I hope he’d feel the same way about me! I was laughing at my ‘loss’ and watching him kick away his shorts from his ankles and then sprinting out of my office door to the deck and pool. Before I was naked myself, I heard the splash of him diving into the pool.
First in, not the loser! Right! |
Cannonball me! |
Tell me this is not the sexiest me yet! |
“Marc, let me show you a trick I use to hold my towel on. Give me your towel please and watch how I do it.” Well it wasn’t that much of a trick I guess, but it was sticking to me like glue, and the best part, he made it dip down in front letting some of my pubic curls show just like his did. (I may make him help me a couple more times, it was a big turn on having him do that.) Don’t tell him, I went into the bathroom to check me out in the mirror, oh that’s fucking hot! I even turned me on! I took a picture to hide, haha.
“Marc, give us enough time, we’ll get there one day. But I know what you mean, it’s hard for us to separate from each other. You up for working with just the towels on? We can skip putting on shirts, at least we’ll have something we like to look at, huh?” “Agreed babe, you are turning out to be the best office mate I’ve ever had.” “Thanks, I like that! I think the same way, too. I’m thinking Marc, we have the whole house to fuck around with, this office should be off limits. And you know that empty corner we call our spot? Let’s put my new filing cabinet there!” “Wow, do you really want to do that?” “Oh, I hope so! There are so many other places we can claim for ourselves; this is a big fucking house. Now, let’s get back to work before I change my mind.”
IS THERE SEX AFTER SEX? 😂
One of the things we needed to do badly, was get out of our office. (Did you notice I said ‘our’, I meant it too. I do want him there with me.) We headed down the hallway back to the kitchen, and no we didn’t go for coffee, this time. I know it surprised me as well. But the kitchen chairs were our stopping point. We never put clothes back on, still wrapped in our sexy pool towels. Food and sex were not on the menu for now. Just Bro time, chatting like we’ve done for years. We have a lot to talk about now. If we create the proper working arrangements for ourselves, the future might be golden. I know we can do this. We didn’t get to where we are in the business world, by bumbling around like we did today!
“Marc you know what we need to do?” “I’m all ears babe, what’s that?” “Outside our office, once we close that fucking door, all work conditions are off! I might just grab a handful of Marcus ass and enjoy myself.” “Well aren’t you playing the ‘boss’. Haha, you better not forget that, too! Maybe, I’ll grab something I love about you too! You might remember a while ago in the pool, huh?” “Remember, huh? Where do you think this is coming from? I’m never going to hold back anything with you. ‘I am Larry, hear me roar!’” “Haha, babe you are my treasure; I can’t wait to hear you ‘roar’!”
“Marc, I don’t know how it could be, but I’ve never been happier than right now this minute. I get it now when you said the best time you were having with me was the current time. I’ve never loved you more than right now, maybe in ten minutes I’ll say it again, too! I don’t want this ever to end!” “Babe, we can make it the rule for us. It’ll always takes two of us to make this work. Just don’t sit on something I might have said or written in the journal, if it annoyed or hurt you, okay?” “Marc, there’s more of a chance I could screw up than you. I’m trying to change stuff about myself by copying things I love about you the best I can.” “Larry you’re going to make my eyes leak if you don’t stop! The emotional thing between us lately is off the hook!” Larry turned away from me for a moment and when he turned back, I saw the shaved part of his cheeks wet from tears. That’s all it took, and my eyes became Niagara Falls themselves. We were back in each other’s arms for a much longer embrace. Not the sexual bear hugs we’re so good for. This time it was two loving brothers realizing just how much we mean to each other.
SUNNING ON THE OFFICE DECK
Soaking in some sun and conversation |
Before we lowered the backs of our chaise lounges, we were sitting up with our legs stretched out and just relaxing in the warm sunlight, Larry looked like he was about to say something to me. However, I figured there was something more important to say first about his exposed untanned junk. “Babe, you better protect your junk from burning. Don’t expose yourself too long in the sun, until you look more like me.” So, he push his junk down between his legs and said, “This work for you?” “Yeah, if I was the towel you’re sitting on! Haha!” He laughed too and popped everything back out again. I’ll turn over soon, thanks for caring.”
“Sweetbabes, you want to talk?” “Anytime, babe.” “I told you about what it was like for me when I left to go home after work. What was it like for you?” “I got lonely very fast, that’s for fucking sure!” “I guess I knew that! But what was happening in your gut? I know what I felt.” “That’s the worst stomach wrenching feeling every night. I liked seeing Lisa again, she is part of this house as much as I am. However, I know we are just two warm bodies occupying the same house space together. I don’t have the emotional connection we have; now I don’t know if I ever had.”
“Sweetbabes, I’m sorry I brought that up again; I don’t want you to go there anymore. I don’t know why I even asked, I know we feel the same. Sometimes I just need to hear more from you instead of reading about it.” “Larry, you can check in with me anytime! I know I get so wrapped up in work and writing the journal, I forget to check in with you, too.”
“Marc, what if we had more than just two weeks together?” “Babe, you trying to get me hard again?” “There you go making jokes again! I’m serious Marc, two weeks ends too fast for me.” “Me too, come on, I’m not just making jokes, look at what you just did to my dick! Yeah, two weeks is almost a punishment, especially on the last days. I hope that means you want to always stay with me.” “Marc, yes I never want us to be apart, I’m ready for something to change for us. Steal me away with you; let’s go someplace so we can be alone together, away from this. I think I finally get what that means now. Please think about it!”
“Larry, I always thought it was going to be me pushing for that! Are you really sure about this?” “Don’t let me answer that; it’s really thin ice for me. But I’m lost without you now. I don’t like that feeling at all.” “Larry, please understand I’d marry you in a heartbeat, if it was possible, that’s how much I want it for us.” “Marc, that’s really scary to think about, but I’m sure I’m going to feel the same way soon. I can’t imagine not being with you, the pain would be more than I could take.” “I know babe, I really do.” “Marc, you’ve made me stronger with you by my side; I’m scared, maybe I’d be too weak and go back to my old ways.” “Larry, I’m never gonna let you feel scared like that, ever again. Not as long as I’m alive! Okay?”
Oh, oh, too pink Larry! |
“Babe wake up you need to turn over, you’re getting too much sun. Let’s get in the water to cool off, okay?” I don’t think he felt the burn yet; I’ll offer to put some cooling lotion on him when we get out of the pool. However, I’m not sure the dive into the pool actually felt really good on his backside, I think I heard some soft complaints uttered. Oh, this is going to take more than skin lotion. I guess the up side, he’s getting a good start on an all over tan! This might take getting the vinegar bottle out to stop the sting. I hope he won’t smell like a salad in bed tonight! Haha, okay that was nasty thing to say!
LATER IN THE EVENING
Vinegar was helping to calm the sting some for him, and for me, I got to apply it for him. I was super careful not to make it worse for him, but he toughed it out. Afterwards, while we were relaxing after dinner, Larry had more to get off his mind, perhaps our earlier talk was feeding this for him. “Marc would you consider doing something in our journal for me?” “Well putting it that way, of course I will. What’s on your mind babe?” “I know you are writing back to the guys that read about us all the time. Now some are writing me too. Cool, I have friends just like you!” “So, you like that, huh?” “Yeah, it’s more fun than I thought it’d be. Even though you asked me to get an email to use, I didn’t think anyone would write me. You’re the writer here.” “So, are you getting a lot of mail now?” “Some, but not like you say you get, but I did meet this really nice guy from Portugal recently. His name is João, like Juan in Spanish or John in English; he’s in his 30’s and a married guy who also might be bi. João says he writes you, too.” “Yes, I write him back, I write everyone back who takes the time to write me.”
“Marc, you know how much you mean to me, so don’t be concerned about him, okay? However, he’s been so supportive of me and has offered a lot of advice, too. I love that he accepts me for who I am. Did you pay him to say nice stuff to me? I’m only kidding!” “Larry what if I did pay him, is that a problem for you?” “Oh, great now I have to think he’s a big fake!” “No, I’m just fucking with you babe. I have no idea of what you two are talking about. I’m glad you are getting some of the feedback that I get all the time though.” “You know what? He really can get me emotional with his kind words. Marc, I want you to write something nice about him in the next chapter. Do you think you can do that for me?”
“Babe will it be asking too much to read something he wrote. It might give me an idea of what to write about.” “Sure, but don’t you go making fun of me for getting so emotional over it.” “I told you some time ago that I’d never use you to make lame jokes again, I meant it. I had no idea you had a hard time with my jokes. I manage my own problems by finding something funny to say.” “So, babe I have an idea, and before you get all ‘I can’t do that, so don’t ask me.’ How about I let you have a ‘Back-Story Page’ to write out your heart to the guys who support you?” “Marc, you know I have no writing skills like you. You’d need to give me some help.” “Sweetheart, if you want to talk to our readers, I’m all for it and I bet you’ll get lots of guys reading what you have to say, too! Of course, I’d help you, but don’t think I’m such a pro, I’ve never done this before this past year myself.” “Yeah, you’re so bad at it with over 95,000 pages read doesn’t mean anything, huh! I just hope I can write something good enough for them.” “Babe, I’m sure our guys would love to read what you have to say to them. Anyway, they talk to me about you all the time. You’re a very sexy guy, even in print! I’m surprised no one has tried to steal you away for me.” “Marc you’re fucking hilarious!” (Keep thinking that way babe, you think you’ll fight for me, you ain’t seen nothin until you see how I’ll fight for you.)
AND THEN THERE WAS THE REST OF THE STORY
Sometimes the days and nights blend for me, it’s all new and exciting and jammed packed full of everything we want it to be. So, what did we do about dinner? Sometimes it just eludes me. I’m sure we ate, not earthshaking enough to write about. I don’t think I’d survive an existence where everything was earthshaking anyway. However, I do remember stuff that was fun or just so nice I want to write about it. Sometimes it’s like that recent morning when I woke up facing away from him, just looking out of my window noticing that dawn was breaking for the day. And then I become aware that there’s this warm and furry body snuggled up against my backside. As I become more conscious and aware, there’s this hand gently encircled around my dick, now that’s something I’ve never experienced before our recent cohabitation. Sometimes it’s my balls being held. I sometimes wonder did we fall asleep this way, or did he try to wake me from a deep sleep and fell back to sleep himself. But I make a sleepy mental note to myself, maybe he’d like to wake up this way too. Oh, I won’t forget. I’m awake and don’t really need to pee yet, that means I can stay in bed and enjoy the moment for a while.
Letting my fingers do the walking |
Last shower today |
Well, tomorrow is another work day and tomorrow night another time in bed together again; our two weeks together are just beginning, isn’t that just fucking sweet? Well, it is for us! Besides, I usually fill you in with all the good stuff later anyway! 😇
Be safe guys! I need you around for the next chapter!
Marcus
Our COVID journal continues with Larry’s First Posting ever, you need to read this:
Hey it's me! Commenting for the first time like I promised! Hah! Well, my dear friend, you've done it again! You got me hard right away with the truck suck, and that was beyond hot, not gross at all! And then you made me laugh, and yes, you're definitely not the only very left brained person, Then I go awww, from the gift, and then hard again from the chair sex (well done Larry!) and then you had me balling with the beautiful talks you guys have. And the "M" word even came out! I hope that gets to happen for you guys someday if it's what you really want. I can't imagine a couple that deserve it more! I love reading about your lives, you've both been a life preserver for me during this quarantine. Thank you for that! Big kisses to you both!
ReplyDeleteHi buddy, I’m glad you were able to use the anonymous link, maybe some other readers will too one day.
DeleteI’m glad I got you all hot, we can’t be the only ones, right? Well, give thanks to ‘Larry the stud’ for getting me out of my easy chair that night. BTW, I saw the N and A show on my DVR later that night. I love that show, maybe I wish I was that brave myself.
I’m so happy Larry loved the chair I got him. (I wonder what he’ll do when the desk arrives this week?) Now I‘ve got myself thinking that for real! 😛
I love that you guys get us the way you do. We’re just two guys who really love being best friends and showing it to each other. We get to talk to each other now without hiding stuff we are afraid of, that’s what I think you guys like so much. Well, I hope so. Yeah, I know the sex ain’t so bad too! 🤪
Love you CK,
Marcus
Another beautiful post, Marcus! Thank you for sharing your vulnerability... you both are just unbelievably adorable!
ReplyDeleteYou stay safe too, buddy!
Thank you buddy, so you think we are adorable, huh. I guess you’ve never seen us totally naked! Haha, well I’ve given you enough possible looks for us in the blog I guess. Thank you dear friend, your support means a lot to me/us. It’s been the ride of the century for us!
DeleteLove you buddy, stay safe and wear your mask too.
Marcus