Ch. 26 Don't Let Me Cum Too Soon, Okay?
THE ROAD TRIP PREPARATIONS UNDER CONTROL
Hi guys, we are both excited about the Road Trip and our wives are now on board with us too! However, our wives think it’s about time, that we two middle-aged guys get the “Rugged Macho Shit” out of our systems, before we get any older and hurt ourselves! They do believe, we can’t do what we planned at all, without them doing everything for us! (God, I hope they aren’t right! 😕 I can’t tell you, that this hasn’t crossed my mind more than once!) It’s not out of the realm of possibility, that we might be attempting something we should have done 20+ years ago! But I have complete faith in us, and if we fail in our outdoor activities, we will excel in our indoor activities! 😁 Come to think about it, the story we wove, was to cover our indoor shit anyway! Of course, mums the word on any failure whatsoever!
Larry and I must prove to ourselves, that our “Doubting Thomas” wives are wrong about everything, or we will pay the price of never hearing the end of this! On Saturday morning, Larry and I went shopping, “by ourselves!” (May I get an Amen, on this?) I do believe, it’s a first time for Larry shopping for anything without complaining or staying in the truck, while Ellen shopped. We went to Costco, a Warehouse type store for those of you not familiar with the name. We headed to the Meat Section, and I think we wiped out the Lamb Chops section! We both live for Lamb Chops, well, a close second for Rib Eye Steaks, which we also bought lots of too. (I guess you might need to know, the only time either one of us get to eat Lamb Chops is when the wives are gone! They can’t stand the smell, which is an aphrodisiac to us!)
Now, what do we need to get after the dinner meat? We knew, Breakfast Bacon! 🥓 Yup, plenty of bacon, which we both like too! Then, what else? I think this is where a shopping list might be a good idea! Talk about two guys out their element! So, I said to Larry, let’s not make this an all-day event! And I added, let’s keep the food eating at the Sample Lady’s Tables to a minimum too! I tend to want to buy everything I sample, if I liked it! Larry asked me, “Do they give food samples to eat in here?” “Yeah, you didn’t know that?” “No, I think this is my first time in here!” “No Shit?” “No Shit!” Oh well, one more thing I learned about my Babe! Now he’s looking for the Sample Lady’s Tables! Well there goes the time and budget! (Just so you have an idea what I had put up with before leaving Costco; he found at least nine Sample Tables to taste test and added at least five items to the shopping cart to take with us!)
Well, the shopping took longer than expected, Larry had to discuss the free samples with the ladies at each table! And, if you think for one moment that they didn’t love their time with him, above all else, you are wrong! This is the first time I’ve ever gone out food shopping with him, where there are way more ladies than men, and I believe lonely ladies too! Do I have to remind you, that I call him gorgeous looking, can you fucking imagine what the ladies think about him? And, don’t think he doesn’t gobble up the attention too, it’s no wonder he acts Straight, why not, he’s a lady killer! Personally, I think he might scare off gays thinking he’s all into himself and would be critical of them, that’s the furthest from him though! One day you will have to experience his Sapphire Blue eyes! Don’t think that I’m jealous, because being near him, I get my share of looks too! I’m no dog in the looks department, you know! The only younger men I noticed in the place were with their wives and kids, or the men were over 80 years old!
We managed to buy everything we thought we would need there, plus, about $50.00 buck’s worth of stuff we didn’t need, too! That’s inevitable at Warehouse Stores, I guess! I know I’m just as guilty when I’m shopping with my wife! I think after my wife sees what we bought; we will hear about how many items we didn’t buy yet! I’m scared, very scared! I think she was right about my wanting the food to be catered! Or, maybe the wives should come and cook for us! Nah, we’ve got this! Ya, I fucking hope so!
Well, if there’s one thing Larry and I can do well, is BBQ. He’s good at most things, but I’ve got to keep chicken away from him, he over-cooks it, or as my Dad would say, I want it dead, no moo left in it! I guess in this case, no cluck in it! 😅 I’m a good cook I think, I get practice a few times a week, and when I’m feeling fucken lazy, it’s “Let’s go out for dinner tonight!” Of course, my wife thinks that’s a great idea, no kitchen mess to clean up! I tend to be a messy cook, and maybe, just maybe, I use too many pots and pans, you ought to see how many utensils I can use too! I must taste stuff I’m making, and that means more forks or spoons or both, right? Once I got caught reusing a spoon more than once by my wife, you’d think I committed a fucken felony, by the dressing down I got! So, now I get complaints about too many utensils! I can’t win! But yes, I can win, oh besides going out for dinner, I just make sure I get the fucking dinner done before she gets home! And, just to be a smart ass, sometimes I use the same spoon to taste the stuff for seasoning! Teach her to complain about my cooking! 🤨
My wife is free from cooking during any work week, because her job keeps her away from home too long, well, mostly, the commute is a time killer for her! She might cook on a Saturday or Sunday, but usually she says at least one night, be it Friday, Saturday, or Sunday is a Date Night where she can get dressed up and have dinner and cocktails with me. I like that, no fucken mess to clean up! She thinks she’s a neat cook, she’s not! I get dishpan hands just cleaning up after her! Ha-ha!
So, where are we? I can get sidetracked lately! Okay, so let’s get real here. I’ve never written in a journal like this one before, and I never stayed so fucking horny during the day before too! I’ve told you, in a previous Posting, since Larry and I got together a few weeks ago, my day used to start in the shower, where my dick got the appropriate attention from one of my hands! Of course, I sometimes wish it was big enough to get two hands involved at the same time, but that ain’t never gonna happen! Now I long to be with him all the time, and that can’t happen daily. Although, when it does happen, we don’t want our time together to end, too bad we aren’t old enough to retire, huh? So, I guess you know the road trip is so important to us, it will be the first time ever, when we will spend multiple days and nights alone together. If we come someplace close to that first weekend at the lake was like, it ought to be an awesome adventure!
See, I did it again, I digress so easily lately! Larry and I talked about what we might want to do when sex wasn’t on the table, or bed, or a flat rock, the beach sand, ha-ha, I’m doing it again! I’m telling you; I’m so fucking horny right now, I want to just fuck him or let him fuck me, in his truck! I’m dead fucking serious! If my dick could speak, it be yelling at me right now, “Hey, asshole, I need to cum now!”
Anyhow, we know there will be times when we will want to do something else! I thought, we have too many things we do alone, let’s not bring that kind of stuff with us. Maybe some cards, chessboard, trivia game, anything that will fill time and be fun; really, we must give our cocks time to recover you know, we are not “Spring Chickens,” although he still thinks he is! I will bring my iPad Pro, the largest one and I’ll load some movies we like on it in case we’d like to “Netflix’s Chill,” I think I finally know what that means now! 😉
Back home from Costco, I show what we bought today to my wife. She’ll let me know what else we will need to bring along, I bet she tells me to bring Spices and Herbs, but I’ve got that under control! We’ll see how badly we screwed up soon enough! Now I’m glad we have the weekend to get the job done right!
A couple of rocket guys happy to see each other! |
Essential road trip shopping |
Lamb Chops |
Rib Eye Steaks |
Bacon |
Now, what do we need to get after the dinner meat? We knew, Breakfast Bacon! 🥓 Yup, plenty of bacon, which we both like too! Then, what else? I think this is where a shopping list might be a good idea! Talk about two guys out their element! So, I said to Larry, let’s not make this an all-day event! And I added, let’s keep the food eating at the Sample Lady’s Tables to a minimum too! I tend to want to buy everything I sample, if I liked it! Larry asked me, “Do they give food samples to eat in here?” “Yeah, you didn’t know that?” “No, I think this is my first time in here!” “No Shit?” “No Shit!” Oh well, one more thing I learned about my Babe! Now he’s looking for the Sample Lady’s Tables! Well there goes the time and budget! (Just so you have an idea what I had put up with before leaving Costco; he found at least nine Sample Tables to taste test and added at least five items to the shopping cart to take with us!)
Checking out the free samples |
Larry’s Sapphire Blue Eyes |
We managed to buy everything we thought we would need there, plus, about $50.00 buck’s worth of stuff we didn’t need, too! That’s inevitable at Warehouse Stores, I guess! I know I’m just as guilty when I’m shopping with my wife! I think after my wife sees what we bought; we will hear about how many items we didn’t buy yet! I’m scared, very scared! I think she was right about my wanting the food to be catered! Or, maybe the wives should come and cook for us! Nah, we’ve got this! Ya, I fucking hope so!
Well, if there’s one thing Larry and I can do well, is BBQ. He’s good at most things, but I’ve got to keep chicken away from him, he over-cooks it, or as my Dad would say, I want it dead, no moo left in it! I guess in this case, no cluck in it! 😅 I’m a good cook I think, I get practice a few times a week, and when I’m feeling fucken lazy, it’s “Let’s go out for dinner tonight!” Of course, my wife thinks that’s a great idea, no kitchen mess to clean up! I tend to be a messy cook, and maybe, just maybe, I use too many pots and pans, you ought to see how many utensils I can use too! I must taste stuff I’m making, and that means more forks or spoons or both, right? Once I got caught reusing a spoon more than once by my wife, you’d think I committed a fucken felony, by the dressing down I got! So, now I get complaints about too many utensils! I can’t win! But yes, I can win, oh besides going out for dinner, I just make sure I get the fucking dinner done before she gets home! And, just to be a smart ass, sometimes I use the same spoon to taste the stuff for seasoning! Teach her to complain about my cooking! 🤨
My wife is free from cooking during any work week, because her job keeps her away from home too long, well, mostly, the commute is a time killer for her! She might cook on a Saturday or Sunday, but usually she says at least one night, be it Friday, Saturday, or Sunday is a Date Night where she can get dressed up and have dinner and cocktails with me. I like that, no fucken mess to clean up! She thinks she’s a neat cook, she’s not! I get dishpan hands just cleaning up after her! Ha-ha!
So, where are we? I can get sidetracked lately! Okay, so let’s get real here. I’ve never written in a journal like this one before, and I never stayed so fucking horny during the day before too! I’ve told you, in a previous Posting, since Larry and I got together a few weeks ago, my day used to start in the shower, where my dick got the appropriate attention from one of my hands! Of course, I sometimes wish it was big enough to get two hands involved at the same time, but that ain’t never gonna happen! Now I long to be with him all the time, and that can’t happen daily. Although, when it does happen, we don’t want our time together to end, too bad we aren’t old enough to retire, huh? So, I guess you know the road trip is so important to us, it will be the first time ever, when we will spend multiple days and nights alone together. If we come someplace close to that first weekend at the lake was like, it ought to be an awesome adventure!
See, I did it again, I digress so easily lately! Larry and I talked about what we might want to do when sex wasn’t on the table, or bed, or a flat rock, the beach sand, ha-ha, I’m doing it again! I’m telling you; I’m so fucking horny right now, I want to just fuck him or let him fuck me, in his truck! I’m dead fucking serious! If my dick could speak, it be yelling at me right now, “Hey, asshole, I need to cum now!”
Anyhow, we know there will be times when we will want to do something else! I thought, we have too many things we do alone, let’s not bring that kind of stuff with us. Maybe some cards, chessboard, trivia game, anything that will fill time and be fun; really, we must give our cocks time to recover you know, we are not “Spring Chickens,” although he still thinks he is! I will bring my iPad Pro, the largest one and I’ll load some movies we like on it in case we’d like to “Netflix’s Chill,” I think I finally know what that means now! 😉
Back home from Costco, I show what we bought today to my wife. She’ll let me know what else we will need to bring along, I bet she tells me to bring Spices and Herbs, but I’ve got that under control! We’ll see how badly we screwed up soon enough! Now I’m glad we have the weekend to get the job done right!
Oh yeah, I did just say I’m bringing my iPad Pro with me, that’s where I write my two journals, and do the artwork, and whatever else I like. I’ve been thinking, we plan on being together 24/7 this coming week, when the fuck will I write in my journal? This journal, the one you are reading! I won’t be able to remember a whole week of activities to write about days later! And, if I do write about us in front of him, he’ll want to know why! He still doesn’t know I’m writing about us and our love for each other.
For weeks now, I’ve felt he wasn’t ready to learn about the blog; now I’m not so sure. He’s found the courage to straight talk about the trip to his wife, something I thought I’d have to do for him. That’s a done deal now! He went shopping with me today, he never does that with his wife, according to his wife’s complaints. And, just spending time with me away from the coffeehouse, where you can find two or three guys chatting over coffee any day. He’s very careful with his cover, as I am too, but today, he looked like he was having fun with me shopping! Maybe it was just all the Sample Ladies, and their free food, huh?
So, I’m going to sleep hard on this tonight; do I let him know about the blog, and when should I spring it on him? If before or during the trip, and he freaks out, there goes the whole trip! I hope you understand the dilemma; I could blow the whole fucking trip! If I don’t take at least notes, I’ll forget stuff. So, I’m thinking right now, use the daily journal to record highlights just like I do every day anyway. I think he knows I write in a diary type journal anyway, where I’ll note if I jerked off, and lately where I put cryptic notes about me and Larry! I don’t think anyone would read my diary journal, Hell I hardly go back and read it myself! I don’t know why I’d want to anyway!
Another thing I’ve thought of, what if I do write a Chapter Posting, and I can’t get a signal to upload it? You’d be looking for a posting and there would be nothing new until we get back! This is sad! I like writing about our love for each other, it’s as exciting to me as it might be for you.
So, I think to myself, what would be Larry’s main objections be, if he got to read the journal right from the beginning? Well, I guess I’m going to have to tell you this now, when I created the Short Story, the fictional parts included protecting the names and faces, and bodies of those people in the story. The first thing Larry might ask me, “who is this guy Larry?” “It’s supposed to be you.” “But, that’s not my name!” “Yes, I know, I changed it to protect you from being recognized.” (And, back to you my readers, he will always be called Larry if I use a name for him, you don’t need to know his real name.) And, I guess if I’m going to go this far with you, yes, I’m Marcus, that’s a real name, but there’s no person who knows me by that name. It’s a middle name, and most people think the letter “M” stands for Michael, and I let them think what they want. I was telling the truth when I said I liked my name, and I figured one day I would use it as my own. This blog gave me the reason to use the name. I think it’s way cooler than the name people know me by. I always thought, keeping my middle name, just an initial letter would pay off one day! 😘
If it came down to telling him about all the journal postings that he’s in, and that would be just about all of them, would he blow a gasket? Would he like how I talk about him, did I say too much, or did I ignore stuff he’d like to see in the stories, I don’t fucking know! He should understand it was all done in love for him, but he’s such a private person, did I strip him bare to you guys? I’m between a rock and hard place now! Just keep looking, one day I’ll have to face him on this.
Larry and I will get together a couple more times before the trip starts on Monday, not including the “Mother’s Day” Dinner Date with the wives.
Maybe you might wonder about our grown children for both of us. My kids live in another state, I almost gave it away, but just know all the kids live in the USA but in other states other than California. We are all empty nesters, that’s why we spend so much time together, well, we all love each other enough to do so too!
Larry and I agreed that tonight we will finally get together in my pool once again, well after dark! You must know what that means for him, right? I’m not sure what I need to do about my intense horniness, and I know he feels the same way. Just seeing him naked near me might make me blow a load without touching either one of us! I’m fucking dead serious too! It’s been too long, I don’t even know how long, unless I go back and read my postings! I’m not going to do that, if you want to, feel free! I’m just going to try and wait until tonight! Now, I’ve got some serious conversation to have with my hands and dick, I hope they understand! 😕
I finally received the text I’ve been waiting on all day, plus a couple more.
[Wife in bed?] I sent back,
[She’s working on it, shower time now. Come on over, no need to be shy!]
I'm thinking everyone, meaning the two wives and me, know he joins me in the pool, “au natural” and no one cares to peek, well me, I’d peek! More like ogle, I think! Ha-ha. What he might want to hide tonight, is about six inches of boner, I think, probably now pointing to the moon and stars! I’d think that would be a lot easier to hide than my flagpole dick, no way to hide my boner! Well, that’s all conjecture at this point, and may not be too far off from the truth too.
Now, for what happened after his text, my wife came out of her bath, dressed for bed, (ha, I undress for bed), to give me a kiss goodnight. So, let me paint a picture for you next. I’m in the Family Room that leads outside, directly to the pool area, relaxing in my Leather Easy Chair, you know, the one that lets you recline and gets your legs up. Anyhow, it’s been a warm day in the 80’s, and I’m only wearing my white silky boxers, the kind she likes to see me in! I don’t blame her, it’s a sexy look! (Note: She makes me sit on a Terry Cloth Towel that covers the chair, if I’m mostly undressed, per usual. Is there another way to look in the privacy of your own Family Room? She thinks so; we all have our opinions!)
I’m in the relaxed position, watching TV, content not important here, but the text from Larry gave me a good start on a boner! (Got the image in your head yet? If not, reread the above please!) She sees my white silky boxers looking more tent-like than boxer-like, and reaches down to grab onto my dick, and says, “Oh, too bad I just showered for bed, let’s schedule a date for the poor little guy! Okay?”
Let me set the record straight for you, I like to shower before sex and sometimes after, and, I hate scheduling sex. Most of all, don’t call him a little guy!! He’s a normal guy!! Can you identify possible conflicts here? I thought so! Larry would never call him a little guy! And, you know why too! Ha!
The next text that Larry sent was interesting,
[Meet me in pool, soon.]
Okay I guess, usually he looks into the Family Room sliding door to let me know he’s here. I’m going to miss the strip show tonight! I’ll ask him what’s up when I see him. Since he wants to meet me in the pool, I’ll give him the few seconds it takes to get here from next door. I had the glass door opened using the screen door only, I lowered the TV volume to try and hear if he enters the pool. Well, if he did, he was very stealth about doing it! I figured enough time had passed, I ditched my boxers, and headed out the screen door naked to the pool. I could see a body at the far end of the pool, that’s about 40 feet away, and in the dark, damn well better be him in the pool!
I entered the pool quietly and then swam over to meet the stranger in the dark! If I didn’t get the text from Larry about meeting him in the pool, one, I wouldn’t be in the pool right now, two, every bright outdoor light would be lit to see who was in the pool! No fear, it’s my favorite guy in the world waiting on me, and with an impressive boner too! I’m getting to like seeing that rocket boner on him, let’s see, maybe three or more times now! As much as I’d like to see me like that, I’m not built that way, but I’m a good pointer though! (Isn’t this silly stupid talk for grown-ass men?) Well, around him, anything goes! I’ve never been so free in my life to express myself, say silly stuff, do silly stuff, our age never seems to get in the way of having fun together! There’s no going out on a limb, and I’m sure Larry feels the same way!
Connecting underwater, check! |
When I reach the far side of the pool, Larry dives under and grabs onto my cock, with his mouth! Oh, he doesn’t know how close to an explosion 💥 he’s dealing with! Maybe he does, because he’s stays under water a bit too long for me, I signal to him by laying flat on my back so he could come up for air! What a way to go, huh? Sucking dick underwater! As much as I love sucked dick, I’m not going to lose what I’ve waited my lifetime for, this way! I didn’t cum though, maybe because he frightened me for a couple of minutes. Have no fear, I’m not going to bed before I dump a load someplace, that’s for Fucken sure!
I’ve been wanting his dick in me, I don’t fucking care where it goes, but in me someplace tonight! I take over and have him float so I could suck his dick for a while. He says to me, “Don’t let me cum too soon, I want to fuck you tonight, it’s all I’ve thought about for a couple of days now! I tell him, he’s not alone in his thinking, I’ve been crazy horny for him too!
Could we try fucking underwater tonight? |
I told him about what my wife said and did just a while ago, and he was surprised. He asked me if I was going to save myself for her instead. I told him are you kidding, if I had as much cum in me that I suspect I have in me right now, she’d make me wear a condom! I could see the relief in his eyes that tonight was a go for us! I told him be prepared for me, I might be more like him tonight, he just said bring it on baby, give it to me! Then he asked if we could try fucking in the water, I said, sure let’s do whatever turns us on, we deserve it, right? He didn’t respond verbally but spun me around in the water and headed for my ass with his fingers. Maybe because I was expecting that, he didn’t have to work to hard to open me enough for him. And then before I knew it, he was totally inside me! It does feel different under water, maybe it’s easier to slide in and out, I don’t know, but I loved having him in me. And my only fear that I might cum while he was doing me.
I’m not proud to say this, I don’t know if it’s a bad thing, while he was fucking me, I thought of everything but him fucking me, I didn’t want to cum yet, but I also didn’t want to lose my boner as well!
Larry grabbed on to me tightly, whispered into my right ear, he had to cum right now, he was sorry, but couldn’t hold on to his orgasm. He wrapped his arms around my chest, crossed them in front and grabbed onto a nipple in each hand and started to squeeze them, a little too tight, but I could handle it. I felt his whole pelvic area try to merge into my ass, and then he said he was cumming inside me. He kept the embrace tight, but stopped squeezing my nipples, and just rubbed my chest and belly, almost forgetting my dick! He found it and held on to it, but didn’t try rubbing or making me cum. He wants me to cum in him! He did notice my dick wasn’t a boner anymore, but I was a decent shower now! Why can’t we look like that all the time, huh?!
After a short rest I told him I was going to fuck the daylights out of him, but not from behind, this time I’ll face him on the underwater seat. I had him slouch instead of sitting on the seat, that gave me easy access to his asshole, I didn’t need to do any work to open him up for me, I could see, even in the dim light, he was ready for me. I tried to position myself to enter and found the pool inlet water jet next to the seat, was making me too buoyant, and kept trying to push me away from my target! Larry immediately saw my problem and came to the rescue. The only way I could keep in contact with him was if he wrapped his legs around to hold me to him. Good thinking babe! If there was a pool floor to stand on, I’d have no problem, however, the bottom of the pool where the seat is located is 10 feet deep. Somehow, kicking my feet and fucking with my dick presented a problem I had no experience solving! See, that’s why it’s a good idea to have an Engineer as a lover, huh? 😉
Perhaps, knowing us as I suspect you do, I’m not thinking about anything but my babe, and being inside him as he so wanted tonight, I didn’t last very long. I came in rushes, I don’t know if it counts as multiple orgasms, but who the fuck cares? I was cumming inside my babe, and I was shaking, it was fucking intense, more so than ever I thought. So that’s what it feels like not jerking off every day huh? Ha! I’m not sure this 56-year-old ticker can take cumming that hard all the time! I even got a little head rush too! And, I haven’t felt those since my old hash days in my twenties! Who knew, intense sex is a fucking strong drug! Wow, and that wow, goes for both of us.
We got out of the pool after a while and headed for the covered swing, only this time we kept it a couch, not a bed. Our dicks need all the rest they can get! However, Larry wanted to talk to me about something. It nothing to do directly with the road trip, but to do with shopping at Costco.
Flirty free samples lady |
He asked me if I go to Costco often, I said not really, there are times I want something I know they have, and I’ll go, sometimes with my wife too. He told me that it was fun going there with me, and he loved all the Sample Ladies and free food. He asked if they give all that stuff away all the time, I told him more than likely on certain days of the week, or first of the month, and on the weekends. He asked me if I go again, would I check with him to see if he could join me. Sure, I’m always into going places with you.
Younger Larry prototype |
He asked me coyly, did I think the Sample Ladies were flirting with him? And, I laughed, yeah, you caught that huh? He said, nobody ever did that with him before. I said, “oh come on, never?” He said not that he was aware of, and he rarely goes shopping anyway. His work-a-day world is filled with mostly guys and let me remind you about how obnoxious he was with his homophobia, so guys wouldn’t try anything with him! The poor guy has no idea what a catch he is! (Are there no mirrors in his house?) Those ladies would have done him right there at the sample tables. I told him that and he just thinks I exaggerate about him too much! Well, maybe, but he’s my catch. So, my babe is starting to like the attention he’s getting lately. If you met him in person, you’d understand the looks he gets. Now he’s a mature looking, middle-aged hunk, that’s very handsome looking, at least he is to me and especially to those Sample Ladies too! I didn’t tell him that I got some of his extra fallout looks, by just being with him while shopping. I liked it too! It’s charming to see how unaware he is about his appearance, or is he just trying to sound humble about something he was born to look like. In his eyes, he’s no different than any other guy, except for being a little too hairy.
Before he got ready to leave for home and bed, we covered our plans for the Mother’s Day events tomorrow, including picking up the Airstream Trailer. I told him to call John to see if we can pick up the trailer early in the day. He asked me why, and I told him, my wife desired to see the inside, and it’s a good bet your does too! But beyond that, they could look inside and make sure everything is in place for us and note if we still need to buy stuff! He looked at me with those fantastic blue eyes and said that he had so much to learn from me yet! He told me I might not know how to be a great mechanic or engineer, but I knew how to get the best out of people without screwing them! I said, “I accept your nice compliment, and said treat people right and they’ll want to work with you, not for you!
We ended a long and most productive day with a short make out session; oh, that sounds so adolescent-like! We sat snuggled together, told each other how much we looked forward to the mancation just over a day away. He told me, it wasn’t just the sex that was on his mind, but just being together, sleeping together, and waking up together, looking up and seeing me there with him. That for years that’s all he thought about. I’m thinking why he didn’t send me a clue, I guess the warm hugs we gave each other was as clue as it got! Of course, he could ask me where my clues were too! I asked him if he was willing to spend some time next week trying to understand our bisexuality and the straight covers, we used between us. He told me he’d like that, so if we don’t chicken out over this, maybe you’ll learn along with us!
It’s past bedtime for both of us, and it’s time to stop writing in the journal.
(In case you have wondered, I try to write in my journal each day and finish at bedtime. So, Larry is now in bed for sure, whilst I finish up my thoughts for today.)
Stay Cool!
Marcus
Our PLANS FOR BIG SUR TRIP journal continues in Chapter 26 Part Two:
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