Ch. 32 Sex Always on the Table COMPLETE REWRITE


This might be the common trait we both love to share, well for starters!

Hey guys, I’m using this chapter to pick up where I left off in Chapter 31. It’s a bit later in the day and it’s remaining nasty outside, but that’s okay with us though! We both could use a shower and I’m not sure when the trailer fresh water will run out. Our campsite is primitive, no hookups here for backup. We will need some water to clean the place before we leave, and Larry seems to be very concerned about it too. I think you’ll understand us here; a dirty trailer is something we both don’t want to face at home with the wives. God knows, they both think we are pigs anyway. I think you can feel our concerns, right?

I bring up using the campground showers to him and get that look like I’m crazy! I told him I brought a roll of quarters to cover showers for us. And, we are located close to the campground toilets and showers, maybe less than 50 yards from us, so why not? 

Larry was not on board using those showers with me at all; I don’t know, maybe it’s the rain, which is mostly showering now, or just too public? So, I ask him what’s with the ‘Marc is fucken crazy look’, buddy? It came down to sanitation, what if the showers are filthy? I understood him, and just told him that we check them out, he doesn’t like the looks, we turn our fucking asses around and head back! We’ll call it our outdoor exercise!

Well, I think he’ll go that far with me, and then decide on his own if the place is a sty! He was sure to tell me he never wins with me anyway. Hey, he wins lots of times, I let him fuck me, right! 😜 I just told him that was ‘Bullshit’, we don’t play like that, and he knows better! He told me to lighten up, he didn’t mean for it to come out like that, he misses showering with me. 

But then he brought up the possibility of getting caught showering together. I said, “OMG, really, do you give a Flying Fuck about that? I’d say, bring on the lookers, I’ll tell them I love this man, and I’m going to kiss him right in front of you, and then get naked with him in the shower!”

I gave him a kiss not to forget for a long time
“Marcus, you know I fucken love you so much, but you are one crazy motherfucker! You know I don’t like to use that word, but sometimes it’s the only word that comes to mind with you!” I guess I better give him something else to think about then, I grabbed him, pulled him close to me and gave him a kiss he’ll not forget for a long time!

Larry finally conceded some, well how much product do we need to bring with us, should we bring clean clothes too? I just told him I never knew this side of him, man he’s a fucking control freak! “How about we don’t make this complicated, bring liquid body soap, shampoo, wash cloths, towels. We can wear back the clothes we went over with and change back to naked! Ha!”

He added, “Yeah, with you, naked is always the answer!” His tone is still snarky, he’s really not into this yet. So, I told him, “Okay, Larry I’m still getting the wrong vibe from you, if you don’t want to go, stay here, I’ll go by myself. It’s not a problem for me. I just thought you’d like to have another chance to be in a shower with me this week!”

I'm not being myself right now
“No no, it’s nothing like that at all,” he began, “it’s really the start of the end of our time together, and it’s working on my fucken head too much, besides, I’m not being myself right now! I’ll go with you, I really want to go, and I’m not just saying that too, I’m sorry Babe!” “Sorry for what, thinking about us? If that’s all it is, I’m sorry too! I sure as hell don’t want this to end any more than you do, so I think we should ramp this fucker up, go for as much as we can!”

“Marc, do you always see the bright side of shit? You’re gonna need to teach me how to do that, because, right now, it’s black and gloomy, and you see the fucking sun! How the fuck do you do that!” “It’s easy! But it’s gonna cost you in bed, to find out!” I got him to laugh at least and look forward to some Marcus sunshine a bit later!

Maybe you can tell from what I wrote about Larry and his responses, he’s very conservative, on just about anything he’s involved in. I’m just the opposite, in case I never mentioned it in the journal, he thinks I’m a ‘fucken hippy liberal’, well, I’ll tell you what, he’s not too far off the track. I see good in most everything, he sees the bad, maybe together we’ll see things the way they are! I hate being lonely, sad, and the rain, so, this is the first time in my life, I’m enjoying the rain. It’s forced us to be
Woodstock generation lovers
inside and relate and do whatever the fuck that comes to mind. Today, hell most of this week, the rain has been my sunshine! Yeah, if he’s by my side, it’s all sunny all the time! But our friendship is approaching eight years this Summer, and I’ve never been able to change him much, well until last March, I really changed his fucken world around, huh? Mine too!

Maybe, if you considered my age, both my parents were real hippies back in the 60’s and 70’s, you know, the 'Woodstock Generation', I’m so happy they didn’t name me ‘Moon Dust’ or some other shit like that! Ha ha! I loved them to death, but I’ve would have been scared to death to tell them I’m a bisexual. They would have been so happy to see me get married and give them Grandchildren. However, from what I understand about the ‘Peace and Love Movement’ should tell me that they would have been okay to know that and accept me as I am.

AT THE CAMPGROUND SHOWERS 
Well, it’s a bit later and Larry has mellowed out some, thanks to me! Nothing like a blowjob when you weren’t expecting one, I’m happy for him, but I know my time is coming soon! We put a bunch of our shower stuff in one of the empty plastic grocery bags we
Nothing like a blow-job for a lift
had with us and wore some shower shoes there. Fortunately, it stopped raining, but there’s no sun in sight, or warm air too! That’s okay it’s not too far a walk, and as I thought, the trailers close by to us are mostly gone now.

Seeing how deserted looking the area was, I put my arm around his neck while we walked to the campground showers, that got me close enough to his ear to tell him, “you know I’m going to fuck you while we are in the shower, right? And, you’ll owe something back, too!” He looked at me and just smiled, no words were needed, and kissed me! I don’t think he even looked to see if he was being watched. I have plenty of quarters with me to spend on the hot water, and I plan on spending them all too! Fortunately for us, the campgrounds personnel had cleaned all the toilets and showers for the day, so he had nothing to complain about!

Campground showers are still working here
There were three shower rooms on the long side of the building, and one shower room on the short end, that’s the one we picked, no chance of neighboring shower rooms to listen in on us. I think he was surprised at how much room there was in there for us, maybe a six- or seven-foot square foot space, I’m guessing. When you first come in, there’s an area that stays mostly dry, with a half wall and wooden bench to sit on, and wooden dowels to hang clothes and towels. And then the big wet area with a single shower head, and a place to insert the quarters. I warned him that the water will be very hot since no one was around using the water right now. Larry volunteered to take the hot water, because he likes it like that, I walked in behind him in a minute or so, once I knew it wouldn’t burn me! Okay so I’m a fucken coward over hot water, bite me! Ha!

Is it unfair that all this, could love me? NO!
We kept our flip flops on just to be cautious, and I said I’d soap up his back side for him, or front side, or dick side, I didn’t care if I could only touch something on him! Okay, Marcus you are getting way too horny, he better watch out! However, I wasn’t the only one with that problem! Man, I sure got him out of his gloom and doom in a hurry! Maybe he got better by himself? I don’t care, he’s happy to be with me right now and we are going to take advantage of that mood! There was one thing on both of our minds right now and it wasn’t sucking or jacking, it was fucking, and we did too! I went for it first because I asked first, and that’s okay with him, plus I have a lot of quarters left, and I’m not taking any of them back home! I guess you might know now, everything worked out great, my quarters are gone, and we are feeling super fine again! I must remind myself to ask him, how not always being a top works for him now. I like both equally, and I always figured that would be the case with me anyway. Judging by how he reacts with me in him, I probably have no reason to ask him the question. We have been very versatile with each other, at least so far. 

MORE CONVERSATION BACK AT THE TRAILER
Once we were through fucking around at the campground shower, or should I just say fucking? 😘 We just hung around inside the trailer, made some coffee and just said what came to mind. Larry wanted to know what’s with my thing about being naked all the time. He said he was sure I’d be very uncomfortable as a nudist in public. Yeah, he’s right, it’s not a public thing with me, but privately it includes him, and of course, my wife.

I told him, and now you, what might have started me on this so many years ago. When my sister and I were very young, my parents took us to a family friendly nude beach just North of a Santa Cruz, I think it was Davenport? We’d all be naked in the family section, as kids playing in the sand and the edge of the water it was fun. I don’t think I was aware of the nudity at first. When I became aware of the different people there, I saw old, young, fat, thin people, but I still liked playing in the sand with my sis. One year when I was still prepubescent, but now aware of how people really looked naked,
What we had hoped for, didn’t happen 
my parents decided to start using the Southern part of the beach area, it was less crowded, and much nicer. I later found out it was where Gay men tended to go to stay away from the family area. I started to notice that there were a lot of nude guys strolling or jogging the waters edge, but no girls that I could remember. I was beginning to compare what my little wiener looked liked to all the men, and my father’s too. I wondered if I’d get a big wiener someday too, but I started to feel like my little guy didn’t need to be shown any more. After I hit puberty, and started to grow pubic hair, I started asking questions about why men had so many different kinds wieners, I remember specifically asking why some men had long pointy ones without a big wiener head like daddy’s and mine? This was the point where my parents must have decided, nude beaches were not family fare any longer. But here I am still fascinated with nudity, especially in the water.

I asked Larry if that story gave him some insight, but he had an agenda to follow. “Marc you tried many times to get me in your pool for those ‘naked late-night swims,’ what’s the chance, that’s all you had in mind?” “I’m sure your ass was safe from me back then! It’s a good bet that I would have been too scared I’d blow my own cover! But, now that I know you as well as I do, maybe, not so much anymore!” 😅

“So, I hear you saying the only thing that saved my fucken ass from you was your flimsy cover?” “Okay, you are pushing for this answer, and remember I do love you, yes, I do believe you’d cave on my first real try too!”

“WHAT!” “You heard me right, I would have had your cock in my hand or mouth, if I tried hard enough! I knew from the first hugs from you, there was a connection for us. I’ll say this Larry, I was stupid for not trying to find out for real, look at how much fun we missed out on!”

“Marcus, you fucker, you think you know me huh. So, you did turn me on back then, but you know I never broke my cover! Besides, I liked being straight!” “Straight, huh? Bring your straight ass over to me, and we’ll see about that!” Don’t worry, we just laughed.

“Marc, I am straight, at least I think am, or was before you. I love women, I love sex with women, but inside, maybe real deep inside, I wondered if I was a bisexual. I’d sometimes think about what it would be like having sex with a man. I think I have always had this feeling; I just would bury it when it came up. And, man oh man, when I first met you did it ever come up to the surface! Being around you fucking scared the shit out of me, I was fighting an attraction I never felt before. Why do you think I was so fucking nasty with my comments? I was attempting to bury what I was thinking when around you. I was so sure you were a regular guy, super-straight and the kind of guy I wanted to hang with.”

So, after all the “straight talk,” he brought up the lake trip back several weeks ago, and said what he remembered the most, was the sex between us. That it’s hard for him to talk about his feelings normally, but it got much easier this week. The sex back then was his first time, (well, it counts as my first real time too)! And then Larry said that he was surprised that he loved having sex, any kind of sex with me, he didn’t give a shit what we did, it’s was all good! However, this week he felt something very different between us. He told me that sometimes, he just wanted to be in my arms, or maybe he could just hold me, having sex at those moments wasn’t really part of it! And then said, I don’t understand any of this shit, does that make sense to you? “Absolutely, it does, I think we fell much more in love with each other this week!”

I told him to come over to sit with me, I had designs on the first thing I could reach on his body! I didn’t give a fuck what it was, but I needed him up close and personal right now! I do remember what happened next, it was personal shit just for us, so, I don’t want to write about it. Not everything is worth writing about, but I bet you can imagine how it went, right?

DINNER TIME NOW, THE LAST FULL MEAL HERE 
It’s amazing we’ve been talking for a long time, and we are having a great time doing it too! We normally never have the time to talk like this. As neighbors we are approaching eight years soon, and we are just finding out some very important stuff for the first time.
Talking, hugging, and well you know
Tonight, we cooked up the last of the dinner food we brought with us, just so happened to be Lamb Chops tonight, our favorite and a perfect meal choice for us. I’m not into writing much about this, just know it was the finest and saddest meal we had this week. We sat on the same side of the table tonight, no planning, not a lot of talking, just sat and ate. It was a tight seating arrangement, and it couldn’t have been better for us. Close is what we wanted tonight. I had my arm around him often at the table and he rested his head against my chest. But instead of heading off to bed when we finished, we had some work ahead of us, get the dinner stuff cleaned up and get the trash out to the bins. Not very romantic, but tomorrow we break camp and maybe we’d like to sleep in some. I have a feeling we might be tired after a busy last night here. What do you think? Tomorrow will come soon enough, and we have a four-hour trip home ahead of us. And a trailer to return in top shape and clean or kiss off the large deposit!
Our last time to sleep together.

I think this is a good spot to close for the last full day at Big Sur, tonight is our last time to sleep together, and I don't know what will happen until it does. There's a lot on both of our minds right now, but I think I can keep up a hard one for a few more hours! Well, I can try, can't I?

Tomorrow a long ride home and some alone time again in the truck. Maybe we will iron out how we deal with the reality of our new lives together once again.

Good Night!
Marcus


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