Ch. 12 Spoiler: Unexpected Stuff Happens
ANCHOR DROPPED AND LARRY IS ALREADY BELOW DECK
I was ready to go below deck and find that I’m trailing him, he’s already laying on the bed, waiting. Where the fuck was this guy the last seven years, huh? We’ve missed out on so much fun, well, to be fair, we’ve always had fun together, just not the kind we’re into right now! He said come lay next to me. Now that was a given! I’m not losing out on what might be coming.
I had asked Larry on deck to say something nice about me that he liked; he was ready to say something. He said, “Marcus, I’m sorry that you’ve felt the way you do, for so long, I had no idea, I’m a fucking guy, I’m oblivious to shit like this!” And continued, “Really, you’re killing me, I have no practical history to rely upon.” I said, “Nah, don’t sweat it, it’s not that important, anyway.” He said, “No, no fucken way, are you going to let me off the hook that easily! It’s important to you, so, it’s doubly important to me!”
Then he went on for a while, my heart smiled, I just know it! “Marcus, you are the brother I chose to have, I fucken wanted to be your younger brother! See I can get down to my feelings, you son of a bitch!” I said, “Hey, no ball busting, remember!” Larry carried on, “Sorry, you’re the one who got me cursing, remember? So, shut the fuck up, it’s my turn to emote!” I laughed and told him to keep going, he had my full attention.
He said a lot of things trying to find the one that meant to most to me. It was nice, almost fun, watching him struggle to find the words that a bad-ass guy like him, would never come up with, ever. But then he found what I wanted so much to hear. “Marcus, my brother from another mother, my best pal, my best friend, my best whatever, listen, this is going to be painful for me.” Hey, I’m all fucking ears right now!
“Here goes! It wasn’t very long after we met for the first time, that something in my gut was queasy every time I was alone with you. I didn’t know what it was, and I think I finally have figured it out. I liked it best when it was just the two of us together having coffee, or on my powerboat together, or whatever else I guess. The feeling wasn’t the same when the wives or neighbors were around us. But once they were gone, the strange queasy feeling returned. That’s not a bad feeling, just one that made me feel light headed and feeling something was missing from the equation, and it wasn’t the wives or neighbors.”
Larry was laying on his stomach again after our talk, I guess he figured that his ass was what I wanted the most from him. Well, I can never get over that hairy ass, but today I asked him to lay on his side and face me. I placed my hand on his shoulder near his neck and said, “Buddy, you dug down deep to answer a very hard question for me and gave me way more than I ever expected! I feel so much better about me, us, then ever before!
Now, I’m afraid I need to delete these photos lest anyone, (read wife), finds them. It’s going to break my fucken heart to delete them! Larry didn’t say a word, I don’t think he could, he just spun around on the bed and went for my cock; which somehow was listening in to my compliments about him and started to get a huge erection. Larry expertly brought it to full mast! Since he spun around, guess what was in my face? (Come on, you know the answer!) I wasted no time getting him at full mast too.
Now we are both getting concerned about being naked, but mostly shake it off as no big thing, the boat will move on away. So, guess what? The alleged boat enters directly into the mouth of the stream and is headed directly to us. Fucking great! I’m pretty sure I hear the man calling out to us, and it seems he might be naked too, and looks as if he might be alone.
We try to look not interested, but he’s not having it, he wants a meeting with us! Probably because he recognizes a restored Classic Chris Craft powerboat and wants to see it up close and personal.
Well I was wrong about him being naked, he had on a bathing suit, extremely close to skin color, great! And, here we are fucking naked! He notices us naked and unprepared for company and says don’t worry he will fix that for us, right now! The guy quickly strips off his next to flesh colored swim suit and is now buck naked just like us, and says, “Yay, Brotherhood!” He introduces himself as Charley and says he also goes by Chuck, and says he’s so happy he decided to stop and look at our beautiful Chris Craft powerboat. He asks if he could board the boat with us, so, I guess we must let him, maybe? But what if he’s a pirate, or some other bad shit, ready to befall us? Well, it's kind of hard hiding a gun when you are naked, unless it's up your butt! Oh, stop thinking already!
Charley is not a pirate, he’s an extreme Classic Boat lover that goes to all the boat shows, just not wealthy enough to own one. Plus, he’s excited to be onboard with us, in more ways than one! And, I don't think we even told him our names! The boat was the only thing he was interested in, or was it?
Larry and I look at each other, with our shrunken flaccid cocks, wondering what do we do next? There was nothing in this unexpected visit from a stranger that could possibly upturn our spent cocks, was the thinking. Charley makes no bones about it, not only would he’d like to have a threesome with us, he’s really pushing for it! I’m of the opinion that he seems more attracted to me; I just have that feeling, because, he’s usually looking at me up and down while talking to us. If you ask me, (and I know you didn’t), Larry might be a little too pretty and Charley is not looking for a rejection from a pretty boy! So, what does that say about my appearance? (That a rhetorical question, don’t you dare answer it!)
We need to find a way to go on a weekend getaway again, and I don’t think as a threesome, at all! Yeah, we’re both not into sharing yet, not sure if we'll ever be, we are already in a share situation with our wives, 98% of the time! Neither one of us has gotten into putting ourselves into named boxes other than Straight and married. Oh, and both of us in the closet; which is a scary situation for Larry, me, well that's been my personal hell for a very long time.
The needed affection that's been several years in the making! |
I was ready to go below deck and find that I’m trailing him, he’s already laying on the bed, waiting. Where the fuck was this guy the last seven years, huh? We’ve missed out on so much fun, well, to be fair, we’ve always had fun together, just not the kind we’re into right now! He said come lay next to me. Now that was a given! I’m not losing out on what might be coming.
Come lay next to me! |
Then he went on for a while, my heart smiled, I just know it! “Marcus, you are the brother I chose to have, I fucken wanted to be your younger brother! See I can get down to my feelings, you son of a bitch!” I said, “Hey, no ball busting, remember!” Larry carried on, “Sorry, you’re the one who got me cursing, remember? So, shut the fuck up, it’s my turn to emote!” I laughed and told him to keep going, he had my full attention.
He said a lot of things trying to find the one that meant to most to me. It was nice, almost fun, watching him struggle to find the words that a bad-ass guy like him, would never come up with, ever. But then he found what I wanted so much to hear. “Marcus, my brother from another mother, my best pal, my best friend, my best whatever, listen, this is going to be painful for me.” Hey, I’m all fucking ears right now!
“Here goes! It wasn’t very long after we met for the first time, that something in my gut was queasy every time I was alone with you. I didn’t know what it was, and I think I finally have figured it out. I liked it best when it was just the two of us together having coffee, or on my powerboat together, or whatever else I guess. The feeling wasn’t the same when the wives or neighbors were around us. But once they were gone, the strange queasy feeling returned. That’s not a bad feeling, just one that made me feel light headed and feeling something was missing from the equation, and it wasn’t the wives or neighbors.”
So, I jumped in to give him some time to recover his composure. I could see he appreciated the moment, but he wasn’t done and wanted to continue. I just said, “So what do you think it was?” He continued with, “I only came to some conclusions on our man-cation, as you like to call it!” I said, “You’ve got a better fucken name? He said, “Yes, I do, but we can’t use it publicly!” We both laughed. Larry admitted that he fought desperately, the urge to touch me inappropriately, say anything inappropriate, when we were alone together. He just buried any feelings he had for me that might be not considered straight acting.
Finally, he found the guts to say it out loud to me! “Marcus, after our Lake trip, and how I gave myself to you, as you did for me, it has to be, I was sexually attracted to you during all those stomach-churning times, I just didn’t want to believe it! And, now I’m fucken sorry for all those years we never got to connect as we are doing now! I’m pissed at myself, because I can’t wait until we are alone together.” I added to his thoughts, “It’s not the fault of either one of us, we had image to uphold in public. I always knew I was a closet bisexual, and there would always be some guy I’d be attracted to as well. It just so happens you are the type of guy that makes my stomach queasy, everything about you does that to me! I had no fucken clue if you felt the same way about me, and I wasn’t going to do anything to chase you away! I figured just being next to you would be better than loosing you to a stupid move on my part. So, blame me for the last several years of celibacy.”
Larry went on to say, that he must have automatically squashed anything resembling gay behavior by him over the years. He doesn’t remember any guy that attracted him sexually. So, I had to jump in and grab the compliment, that maybe I was the only one that he could get it on with. I’d never expect that from anyone but coming from someone I was so attracted to was amazing! The answer I so wanted to hear was better than I ever expected to hear, I’m solidly secure in our relationship now.
LARRY OFFERS HIS BEST FURRY ASSET
Never enough of his furry ass, huh? |
Now, I just want to look at you, and tell you something else you don’t know about yourself. You told me not long ago, that there was nothing about yourself that you liked, that I helped you feel better about those long held negatives. Well, you have no physical negatives! Brace yourself, because I never wanted you to hear this, because I didn’t need to have one more friend with a big head!
Okay, here it comes, you are fucking beautiful, whoops handsome! There’s nothing about you that’s ugly, I’m sorry you ended up feeling that way about yourself. However, maybe it was beneficial for me because I got to tell you what a turn on you are!” He just looks at me while I was talking, didn’t look down or away. I’m so in love with this kind of behavior we’ve developed together over the man-cation.
And then Larry adds, “Marcus, you are fucking crazy, right? I mean, come on, what part of me could be so handsome that you’d say stuff like that.” Okay, I went to my shorts placed on the seat where I left them, and took out my iPhone and started taking pictures of him, everything, everywhere, ass, cock, shaved balls, face, head of hair. You get the idea huh? Everywhere. And since it’s a digital camera, I began to show him the photos and describing the attributes as I went through each one of the dozen or so I took. I’m not sure if he’s buying my accolades about him, but it’s the first time I’ve ever had a chance to do this for him.
Do you need another minute to watch? |
We have been naked for some time today, that doesn’t get us hard as it did a few weeks ago, I guess the honeymoon is over! No, just we are getting so comfortable being naked together, it’s just a natural feeling. However, it doesn’t take much to get us rock hard with each other, sucking, yup, that’ll do it nicely! Do I have to tell you that we came together again? I wanted to anyway! It just blows my mind how easy it is for us to come together. I mean within seconds! It brings up old nasty memories of when my encounters with gays years ago, left me hanging while they came and could care less about my needs! Not with my Bro, I hope we can keep it this way.
I was going to offer him a back massage, but he said let’s get out of this tight space and put some sun on our bodies. I agreed that the sun sounded great! So, here we are, still naked as jaybirds, and soaking in the sun on the deck. That’s a perk we now own, no more inquiries about how we might feel about nakedness in front of each other.
OH SHIT, A MOTORBOAT APPROACHES
Not very long after coming up from below deck, we became aware of the sound of another motorboat on the river, only this one wasn’t going at breakneck speed. It was slowing down and practically stopping near the mouth of the stream. We looked up through the windshield to confirm our suspicions.
We're still naked as Jay Birds! |
Larry's Chris Craft cruiser |
How about a threesome, Charley! |
Charley is not as horse-hung as Howard from the lake was, or a very hairy guy, and, not in bad shape man for a man his age, but way bigger in the dick department than us! Although, he doesn’t seem in the least bit disappointed in our very average shrunken size. Remember, we both just had incredible sex, (you’ve got to give our middle-age cocks some slack, okay?) He appears to be middle-aged as we, and from the look of his growing and curved cock, I’d say extremely happy to meet us too!
Evidence of well used and spent dicks |
Larry is tuned into this situation and I’m sure would love to go and hide below deck and leave us alone. So, I give Larry that, don’t you fucking dare look, and he settles down some, waiting to see where this goes. Charley tells us he’s up for whatever we’d like to do, but would love to suck us both off, he’s really into getting it on with cool looking guys just like us. Who said we were cool, right now out hearts are beating way too hard!
We told him, we kind of beat him to the punch on that just a little while ago, hence our spent looking cocks. (Really, scared shitless cocks, I think!) He said, “Good, you won’t come so quick that way!” Man, this guy doesn’t take our clues at all, he better be a good guy, this could be bad in so many ways!
He said that he’d love to get it on with me first, if that was okay with both of us, Larry was relieved! (I told you I thought he was into me more!) Maybe he’s not a fan of hairy all over blonde guys, or a fan of not hairy all over brown hair guys? Or, maybe I’m the better looking one? (Yeah, right!)
Wow, I'm going to tell you, Charley was a fucken pro at cock sucking, it’s now settled, Larry and I are fucken rank amateurs at this! While he was trying to get me hard again, he signaled over to Larry to come sit next to me, he wants to suck him too, and at the same time! All without taking my cock out of his mouth, just hand signals. I looked at Larry and gave him the eye signal, a wink and no eye rolling, which meant you are missing out on one great suck fest. Well, on my clue, Larry did as he was asked, and sat butt cheek to butt cheek with me, it was strange only because of the new third member of the party.
Our unexpected visitor Charley was a pro athlete going back and forth sucking us off, and surprisingly we both sprung back to life for him, and at about the same time. I really loved watching him do us together, probably why I got hard again, and maybe that helped Larry too! The next trick he had up his sleeve, could have been off-putting for us, but he had our cocks so wound up at attention, anything he wanted was more than likely going to happen. He grabbed my rigid dick and put it back into his mouth and then grabbed Larry’s dick and put it in his mouth too, wow, that’s a different sensation! Two cocks in one mouth, together!
I wish I could put it into words for you, but I’m a little unsure of how exactly to describe the feeling, but bad, was not one of the words, nor was weird, and different, is too bland a word. (Anyone have a good word I can insert here? Let me know, 0kay?)
After Charley got us both to come again, and at the same fucking time! (Once again for us, that’s crazy man, that we can do that!) However, to be fair, I could feel Larry’s cock pulsating which triggered mine to come. I wouldn’t have betted a single dollar on any of this to happen, but it did! After he sucked us completely off, he had no desire for something from us in return, said he better leave us so we could get back to what we were doing earlier. We wished him well and half-assed thanked him for the blowjobs. (Now Larry and I have a new kink to work out, a threesome huh?)
Now that we are alone once again, I thought we’d be talking about this guy, but we just put it into the background for now. I don’t know that I want to share Larry with anyone else, I’m getting possessive with him, after all he is the dream man I’ve fantasized about since I was a teen. I just had to wait more than half a lifetime to find him!
No need to share our love! |
On the way back to the boat ramp, Larry said we should but our shorts back on, no need to sunburn parts we don’t want to discuss how it got that way with the wives! I agreed. We decided that North on the river was great for all future boating for the two of us, and wide mouth streams were cool, and so much cheaper than cabins on the lake!
So, we didn’t create any definitive plans on when to get to the cabin again, that’s still up for talks. We figured that this coming Summer was a good plan for us, but the wives are also interested in going. That’s okay, we have all camped out several times in the past few years. This new relationship with my buddy, can get risky, but there will be times out on the lake fishing, when we will be alone. And, if we find a two-bedroom cabin close to the one we rented, there’s always horse-cock Harold and his Dad Bod partner Ron, they invited us back for a visit when we are back on the lake. Too bad, we didn’t get phone numbers when we met them. But we can always count on chance, just look at us!
On the way back to the boat ramp, and out of the Blue, my buddy just says, "You remember the times you asked me to come over for a late night swim with you?" "Of course I do." "Well, do you think I can cash in that request for tonight?" "Oh, brother, you know you can!" Larry added, "I completely understood back then, where you were coming from with those requests, but I was scared shitless, and couldn't risk being outed, even by my best friend." Then I added, "You know what? There wasn't a snowball chance in Hell, that I would have tried anything nasty with you at that time. You think you were scared shitless, I was worse than you! I thought you'd out me to my wife and your wife at the same time. Buddy, for all intents, you were wrapped in a chastity belt and plastic wrapped for safe keeping! However, tonight, all bets are off! It will be a race to the finish; may the best man win! No, best men win!"
On the way back to the boat ramp, and out of the Blue, my buddy just says, "You remember the times you asked me to come over for a late night swim with you?" "Of course I do." "Well, do you think I can cash in that request for tonight?" "Oh, brother, you know you can!" Larry added, "I completely understood back then, where you were coming from with those requests, but I was scared shitless, and couldn't risk being outed, even by my best friend." Then I added, "You know what? There wasn't a snowball chance in Hell, that I would have tried anything nasty with you at that time. You think you were scared shitless, I was worse than you! I thought you'd out me to my wife and your wife at the same time. Buddy, for all intents, you were wrapped in a chastity belt and plastic wrapped for safe keeping! However, tonight, all bets are off! It will be a race to the finish; may the best man win! No, best men win!"
Our journal continues in Chapter 13:
Your writing has made me cum more than once. I long for a friend like this. You was married and living in hell. I'm divorced now and out and happy. Keep up the great writer I am enjoying every swollen drop.
ReplyDeleteJonathan
Thank you Jonathan for writing to me about my journal on this blog. I was hoping someone would write to me and tell me about their experiences. The fact I was able to affect you with my story makes me very happy, and writing about my Bro leaves me fucking hard all the time! There’s more coming your way!
DeleteYour story for me HARD every chapter. Saving my cum for a ,hairy ass crack..
ReplyDeleteThanks for writing to me, I completely understand, my dicks been terminally hard since I started this journal about my Bro and me. Check out what happened to us after Ch. 12, it’s fucken awesome!
DeleteMarcus
Marcus you and Larry have been my highlight for many days now. Sneaking off to read this is so hot. Thanks for sharing for all who are not as brave as you. Thanks for pulling your dick out on the drive to Mancation.
ReplyDeleteThanks Brother for jumping in with a comment, it keeps me wanting to write more for you! I know what you are saying, I go back and reread them often, one to see if I made any mistakes about how it happened, but two, just to read them and remind me of him when he's off to work and I haven't seen him in a while!
DeleteIn my whole fucken life, I never had the guts to do what I did that infamous day! It must have been written someplace that I needed to make the connection stronger with Larry, and what's stronger than what we did? If I didn't you, wouldn't be reading the most personal journal probably ever written of two horny guys stuck in a straight world and finding love. Yeah, I'm glad I did. After all, he could have said, put that thing away and don't ever do that again! And, I'd be embarrassed for a lifetime of shame! Lucky me!
Thanks for writing,
Marcus
Thanks Marcus for this journal. It confirms my feelings that in any culture in whatever race or even religion..sexuality is a spectrum. I am an Asian in similar situations such as yours with my manly married handsome business partner and best buddy just like Larry. We are closeted bi and we are not planning to be out or it will be all too different. Our wives will not understand and the society as well.
ReplyDeleteYou write so well and so vivid that I could feel it as me and enjoy the sensation while reading your journal. Well, it makes me so horny that I would look forward reading each chapters when I am alone with you and Larry keeping me company. And it is not just this horniness, there are so much more feelings that you made me undestand in this kind of relationship. Thanks so much bro!
What a nice start of my morning, seeing that another brother has taken the time to write to me! Thank you Jake! I’m so happy to meet you as a married Bisexual man, with the same desires and fears as we have. You are right, race, religion and sexuality makes no difference in any culture!
DeleteA big part of me has spent many years as a very lonely man, I had no one to share my thoughts and feelings with. How could I tell my wife and children what was inside of me, without hurting and alienating them?
I still don’t know the answer, maybe someone will help me? I do know that I love Larry more than myself; in a few weeks since our first real time together, I don’t know how I’d live without him!
Thank you for reading my journal, and forgive me if I don’t get everything just right; I’m not a writer, this is my first time writing anything like this journal.
Marcus
I"m almost 55 now. I was married for 17 years. I came out at 38. I had a couple of fuck buddies through the years but nothing to this level. I DREAMED about something like this. Your stories really have me going both emotionally and physically. I've been the Facilitator for the Gay Fathers of Atlanta for over 14 years and helped many men through the process of coming out. AFter coming out, I was the "fuck buddy" to a few married guys and provided some emotional support as well. Keep writing, I'm enjoying it immensely.
ReplyDeleteHi Billy, it’s very nice to meet another man our age with similar backgrounds. Since you are out and helping others puts you in a very lofty position for me. My dream guy was my best friend for almost eight years before we came out to each other, if that’s what you could call our first time having sex. I’m sure that was why we were so quickly comfortable in our new rolls.
DeleteI hope you continue to read on up to what’s going on as of July, we could really use the advice of a Facilitator such as yourself with words of encouragement and advice. We are very new at this kind of relationship and I hope we don’t screw it up!
Thank you for writing our Billy!
Marcus
Hey Marcus,
ReplyDeleteJust stumbled across this yesterday and have managed to get this far while reading on breaks at work. Obviously, I'm hooked, loving every post! Similar to Billy (above) I did 20 years in a straight marriage. I would have killed for this type of relationship when married, and was desperately searching for it, but sadly it never came to be. After being out and on my own for over 5 years, I met my guy, and now feel I'm complete. He was married for 17 years, and we each have three kids. Every day is an adventure for us, and I'm desperately hoping for great things for you and Larry! Your writing style is perfect for keeping me emotionally engaged and I'm anxiously waiting to see how your story unfolds. Mark
Thank you Mark for writing us. You story is important to us too. We are still of course hiding our love for each other right now. divorce is not on the table for us at this point. Larry and I have grown kids and loving wives, we didn't know how complicated this could get, but the timing was right for us I guess. We take it day by day, but separation is really hard now, and I'd love to wake up each morning and seeing him there beside me.
DeleteI'm glad I found a way to write about us to engage other men like us, we may look gruff on the outside, but inside we are exactly what we both need, emotionally connected and there for each other, no matter what!
Thanks for writing, I hope we keep you engaged with us for the long haul! Who knows where this is going, so far it's been a wonderful trip!
Marcus