Ch. 17 Finally, I've Been Waiting Hours For Him

HOW LATE IS LATE NIGHT?

I’ve been waiting so many hours for him

It’s almost midnight and my Bro is due any time now. I’ve been waiting hours for him; we’ve got to rethink the midnight swim timeframe. It gets dark later now than Winter, but by 10:00pm it’s already dark. Maybe we could trim the wait time. And three of us know that he will be naked in the pool, I must ask him what his wife knows about him being naked. (I so want to tell him about how our wives have been nude in our pool a few times. So, why can’t he discuss it with her, I bet she won’t tell him about her swimming nude though.) I must think this through because I did promise not to tell him. Larry and I share the biggest secret of our lives together, I bet he could handle the nude swimming of the wives!

ALERT: What do you guys think, should I tell him about the girls nude swimming, or just bury the secret? I need to know, because I thinking maybe it might help him to deal with what's happening between us and how he's covering his ass at home.
RESPONSE: A Brother from Texas, Cat, gave me some advice, check the Back Story for Chapter 17 to see what he advised me to do.

Let’s see, how shall he find me?

I wrote the last journal post just waiting for our midnight swim tonight, I had too much time to figure out how he’ll find me. I thought the pool, nah, too easy; the Family Room, been there, done that; sitting on my office deck, boring; hide in the palm trees, what am I a kid? So, I think get on the covered swing and meet him there. Okay, naked or clothes, uncovered or covered. See, if he was here two fucken hours ago, I wouldn’t be going through this shit!

I decide, naked my normal choice of clothes out here, and covered with a small blanket throw from inside, I’ll also take a throw pillow too. It might be another half hour if he stays true to midnight. Oh, I changed the AA battery on the pool clock today, now we will know the time when needed.

I swept off the dirt from the swing couch put the pillow in the corner and then just laid down and covered my nakedness with the small blanket.

The garden area where the covered swing happens to be, has several large glazed pots of different heights and widths that hold my collection of beautiful succulent plants, the bigger specimens are planted in the garden. I bring this up because there’s a little frog, maybe the size of a quarter that lives in one of the plants. It “chirps,” (I always thought that it was a cricket making the noise), all night. I guess he’s horny too and looking for a mate to find him. Apparently, his little chirping sound and being tired from all the typing and editing of chapter 16, I fell asleep until Larry found me a while later.

I wasn’t so deeply asleep that wasn’t aware of someone being there, the fact that he softly called my name did wake me up! I remember opening my eyes and tried to focus on him, he was mostly in the dark shadows and that didn’t help much. I said, “hi babe.” It seemed right to call him that, I guess he liked it because he repeated it back to me too! It was an intimate time of the night, and I was waking up to someone I loved almost too much. I told him to come closer to me so I could see him better. I could now see he was wearing my favorite clothes, nothing! He must have ditched them before he tried to wake me up, such a good boy, huh?

He lifted the small blanket up and saw I was naked too, so, he started to play with my best body parts to try and wake me up! 😅 (Ha ha, I referred to my dick and balls as my best body parts! I’m long past best body parts!) He was trying to tickle my balls with his fingers under them, and gently lifting and dropping them; I’ve got to tell you, it was nice feeling too! I’m so fucken lucky to have someone who tries to find new and cool stuff to do with me! I’m more used to sex being something you did to someone who wishes it would get over soon. I know that sounds harsh, but it’s truer than not, and is why sex is not on the table unless I push for it! I’d rather jack off to a fantasy any day. Wow, I can’t believe I’m telling you that! If nothing else, I’m fucking honest with you all the time! You can read porn fiction I guess; I’d rather read stuff that was real and from the heart! I hope you guys do too!

Jacking me off is something new

Anyway, back to the new fucken love of my life! Larry kept trying something different with me, he spent some time jacking me off by hand, to get my cock hard, but I could tell, it wasn’t meant to finish me off. I’m not sure having someone else rubbing my dick is going to get me off anyway. I’m missing half the sensation of the act, my hands know my dick better than me, they know exactly how to get me off, they should they get a workout every morning. But I’ll give him points for trying, and he got me hard. (Okay, secret here, my cock has a built-in GPS that knows when he’s here, it will start to point at him as the target destination! Ha ha, I tickle me with the shit I say sometimes! A month ago, all was dark and dreary, I had no one to inspire or tickle my funny bone!)

It was apparent that he wanted to lavish me with his attention and wanted me to just enjoy! That’s nice! I liked that! I tried to move and reach out to him, but he just pinned me even more. Now I get it, he’s the dominant one tonight, he’ll let me know when and where to move! Sure, it’s a new one for me. I wonder if he’s been reading or watching porn sites lately. Let’s face it, we are running only on imagination, our skill set is only a month old! I’m not concerned, we’ve done everything with nothing but love for each other.

I’ve been asked buy some of the brothers reading this journal blog, whether if we used condoms. No, we don’t, it’s only bareback, but we do make sure we are super clean first. Larry has never been with another guy ever. It’s been longer than I care to remember when I was with a guy, but they only shot their loads with no plan where it would land. So, we feel very safe with each other. I seriously doubt that we would stray from each other, but I can only speak for me.

Artfully sucking dick!

Once Larry had my cock rock hard, he asked me to lay down flat on the couch, okay I’m almost that way already. Then he said he wanted his ass rimmed by me while he would be sucking my cock, awesome! I’m onboard! But that was only to get his asshole ready for my now slippery cock to enter him. He wants me to be a pole to fuck I guess, again okay, that’s a new trick for him. So, he sat on my cock and it slide right in nicely. He had a leg on each side of me and on his knees, which made it easy to rock up and down on my cock for a while, then got up put both legs on the ground and just sat on my cock again. This time I was worried that he might bend and break my cock, when he upped the ante by leaving my cock and then quickly sitting back on it without a hand to guide it in! Nope, I still have my dick in one piece. I asked him if he wanted me to cum or hold off for as long as I could. He said, he’d tell me when to cum! What! Who is this guy, and what have you done with my gentle and kind lover! But, you know, I kind of like the new aggressive love of my life! This is the second time I’ve given up control of my orgasm, and I fucking like it! Son of a bitch I do! It’s like reading a good book and not having a clue what’s going to happen next! Fucken cool, dude! Fucken cool! So, what kind of porn have you been reading? I said to myself!

It was "exciting", (So, that’s the best word I could up with?) to be controlled once again by someone I deeply loved, so I said, “Sir, yes sir!” I created a sexual monster, no I didn’t, he’s doing it all by himself! He found out that my cock fit his ass well, not too big or too long, and he’s starting to get the sensitive asshole that I have. He is liking bottoming more and more and wants to be fucked each time we get together. He also expects me to cum inside him just like I want him to do for me. 

About a month ago at our weekend man-cation, we agreed that we would not settle into roles. Tops and Bottoms wouldn’t be labels for us. I told him I believe the term for us is called ‘versatile’ meaning we do both interchangeably. We agreed since we didn’t have a clue about anything, except one thing, have a super clean asshole first! We also said since we are essentially virgins at gay sex, we are safe for bareback sex. I had to tell him what that meant, but I think he had a good clue already. We didn’t then and we don’t want now to have anything (read condom), between our cocks and where we put them.

Go for deep inside please!

Back to my cock in his ass, my Bro said DON’T cum yet, if I started to feel I might cum, that he would stop the movement. He said, we have lots of time before it’s over for the night. Also said that if I wanted, he’d reverse the position and I could sit on his cock. I wasn’t sure in my head that I could do everything he did though. My knees are bad most of the time so I ruled out how he started, but I might try sitting down on his cock and then move up and down to see if I like it that way. But I did tell him, I’d like my ass rimmed to open me up first, he said no problem buddy, give me your asshole! He sat up and I backed up for him to reach my hole. Now, I could have this done for an hour or more, my asshole is so sensitive to all types of touch and this is the supreme touch!

Funny dick shadows

He said my hole was opening some and he thought I could sit on his cock now. I tried it like the champ I am, but it did nothing for me, maybe the moving swing was at fault, or that I’m too fucken old to bend the way I needed to bend. (Oh God, no not that!) I asked him to fuck me in a way he could go deep inside
me. He’s my love of course, he’ll do what makes me feel great. I said let’s go up to my deck on the other side of the yard so you can fuck me over there. So, two naked Horn Dogs with big erections quietly stroll over to my deck, casting funny dick shadows from the solar lighting as we past by on to my deck for round two! When there, I leaned over the table with my ass up high and then, I said plug my hole please! That’s one of the easiest ways to get in deep and feels great for both of us. I told him as he told me don’t cum until later tonight, or should I say this morning!

ITS POOL TIME NOW

We both wanted to dive off my deck into the deep end of the pool but are smart enough to know there would be neighbors that might look out to see what the late-night commotion is all about! So, we trekked back to where we were before and the stairs into the pool, so we could enter the water quietly. And like the other night in the pool we swam over to the underwater seat. We sat beside each other again only this time our bodies were touching, zero personal space, the way I like it with him!

Without asking we both reached over to touch and hold each other’s junk, and just held it, no attempted movement. Man, we fucken think alike all the time now! You know, it felt right to hold him, but of course I get the bigger “shaved” balls, so I win! No, stop being a jerk! He likes everything about me, he told me so! I asked him if we could just sit here and talk for awhile, and he said, “are you a fucking mind reader? I was going to say the same thing!” Great I hope it about the same shit!

I said to him since he’s taking control of the night, would he like to start first. See I’m a nice asshole when I want to be! He said he was not sure how to ask and not make a big deal about it! I said while taking my hand off his junk for a minute, (don’t worry, it’s going back there), and used it to turn his head to me so we could be eye to eye for what I had to say. I don’t need to tell him to look me in the eye ever, because he does all the time now. I said, we have an incredible thing going here, and we both know it too. You are the brother I chose to have; you can tell me anything anytime, I’ll never ball bash you on this kind of stuff! (I was going to say, shit, but censored myself, worried that he might think I wasn’t serious enough.) 

We have compassion for each other

I hope you, my brothers reading my journal blog, always know when I’m sincere and when I’m just joking around with you by now. You’ve got this fucking far with me, so when I tell you the look in my Bro eyes melted my Fucken heart, believe it! He lets me into his soul now more and more, I’ve got nothing to cry about, but one look and my eyes start watering up, his does too! This is fucking crazy, we are two studs, okay so, one and a half studs, you happy? We have such compassion for each other, how the hell did this happen? You have any ideas? I can tell you this, it has nothing to do with the sex we have together, I’m fucken sure of that!

So, I help him get started, is it about us? And he shakes his head yes. Okay, is it about your wife, and he looks directly back into my eyes, and says a million unspoken words, and shrugs his shoulders way up high and then let’s out a big sigh! Oh, this is going to be hard, I’ve got to find the right words, quickly. But I chose first to reach out to him for the biggest bear hug to date and made no effort to stop. He hugged me even harder and didn’t want to let go as well. 

My heart is heavy now, I know what he is going through. I’m not going to let him go, so we sat there on the underwater seat, for what seemed like an eternity in each other’s arms. Sometimes, you don’t always need words when actions are all you need.

Don’t be angry with me for stopping the journal here tonight, okay morning. We didn’t need to finish off our hot sex tonight, we just needed ourselves caring for each other. I’ll tell you this much, we stayed together for a long time, quietly, and some time sobbing. We will have the discussion of our lifetime soon; he needs a strong buddy and I’m going to be the one he can trust forever. Now I’m getting all teary eyed trying to finish typing this for you to read.

Good night my brothers, I can’t write this any longer, I need some time to think.

Love you guys, keep writing me please, you are my rock now, and I need to be even stronger!

Marcus

Our journal continues in Chapter 18:

https://brosgonerogue.blogspot.com/2019/04/ch-18-this-is-way-better-than-dessert.html