Ch. 20 Let's Get to the Bottom of This Now

I'VE GOT QUESTIONS THAT NEED ANSWERING DUDE!

Let’s get to the bottom of this now!

Well guys, maybe you thought the day was over with our dive into my pool. Yeah? Nope! I’ve got questions and I need answers too! Don’t read that too harshly on me, I’m as curious as a cat on what made him say what he did at dinner on Sunday. I bet you do too, if you’ve been interested in following his story too. My poor buddy has been through so much since he came out to me, it’s been a 180° change for him, and so far, I’m his rock in his transformation. That’s the main difference between Larry and me now, he only has me, I’ve got this journal and you wonderful men that are emailing me with your stories and comments, you are my big rock. Oh, I just read that back to me, Larry comes in as number one rock, I hope you understand that! At this point in my life, I need it all to help guide me through the straight act and married shit! That said…

Larry sitting in our favorite spot

After all the “Kid Fun” we were having in the pool the other day, Larry swam back to our favorite spot, the underwater seat and sat down waiting on me to join him. I was still swimming, but headed over to him although I didn’t sit with him. Instead, I reached out with both arms until I reached his bottom and grabbed onto his seated ass. Nothing sexual, just holding on. I think he might have thought I was going for his dick, no, I just laid my head on his left knee, and said, “Hi babe!” He responded with, “I love you Marc!” I smiled the warmest smile in my book of smiles and sent him an air kiss! (The turd still doesn’t have an affectionate name for me yet! Ha, that’s okay, the fact that he just said he loved me, was more than enough!)

I told him that there’s still enough of “our special coffee” in the house; I’ll make a pot and we can drink it and soak in some sun for a while. Furthermore, I’d like to talk to you, “straight dude style,” while we let our cocks rest up until the next, “Call of Duty!”  We both laughed our kind of laugh; that means we’re on board together.

We toweled off from the pool, and then, put the damp towels on the poolside Adirondack Chairs. I told him he could get started on the sunning himself while I put on the coffee. He looked at me with that “hurt feelings little boy look,” and said, “Who will play with your hairless ass, if I stay outside?” I said, “Point well taken! So, you really like my hairless ass, huh?” I turned around to see his response, and it was hilarious! He made one of those silly kid faces that you’d just have to see! It was hilarious because a full grown hairy-assed hunk-of-a-man was doing it! Man, I fucken, love that silly guy so much! He said, “now turn back around, I’m not through playing with your fucken ass yet!” I obeyed.

After all the silliness, we took the big steel travel cups filled with that Jamaican love affair with coffee cherries to the poolside chairs, where we just talked. Well, more of a Q & A session. I hoped to get answers for myself, but after reading your emails, you’d like to know too. I started with, “I’m curious to know, but if I’m treading on private business, let me know, okay?” He looked at me, right back into my eyes, per our new usual, and stated there’s no other business other than our business, “I thought you knew that!” “I do, but I love you too much, to make you say stuff that I don’t need to hear right now.”  He said, “Fuck man, you got some kind of hearing problem!” And laughed to let me know, it was ball-bashing time!

“Okay then, what happened at home between you two, to make you brave enough to even bring up the naked stuff between us?” I told him, "I not sure if I have the balls to have done that!" ( I really do, if you remember what I said after him, but I’m trying to make him feel better. Ain’t I the sweetest fucken guy you know!) 😂

Comfortable naked pool fun!

He began with, it was Ellen who started the conversation first. She only knows my regular cover, the stuff I said being naked with a guy friend is “totally gay” and I don’t appreciate being put in that situation at all!  She told me that I was being religious nutcase about nudity, and then, minding other people’s business as to their sexually, too. She went on for a long while; and Marc, if I didn’t have you, my rock and best buddy, plus all that we have together, I might have just lost it! I just listened to her and behaved myself. I told her that maybe I should rethink, how I relate to people better than I do, I guess. She said, “not guess, do!” If she only knew. But I still wonder just how much she’s guessing about me without saying. I told him, “don’t be paranoid, you’ve got an ironclad front going on!” Then I told him my more candid conversations with my wife, keeps her from asking serious questions. I’m always partially dressed or naked around the outside, she is also comfortable being naked with me outside, but mostly in the pool though. “I guess we all know that now, huh?” “I guess, maybe!” Was his response.

Larry said, hardly containing himself from convulsive laughter, that Ellen told me that I should spend more “quality time” with you, “get out more often, maybe boating, instead of just coffee.” She also told me, that you told her you really like the trip to the lake with me! And then, she said, you guys should go fishing more often, maybe Marcus will bring home some fish instead of releasing them like you do! I like to eat fresh fish you know! I think I wrote this as accurately as I could without laughing too much, considering what I know! I’ve never seen Larry as calm and collected as he is right now! The weight of the world he has been shouldering, has been mostly lifted; maybe now he’ll be less paranoid? I don’t know. Nothing in the world is that easy! But I’m not going to mention that to him, he’s finally looking relaxed. Oh, he’s super-relaxed with me, I’m referring to when he’s not with me.

“Anyway, did you guys do any more talking after her advice to you?” “Yeah, we did, and you’ll be proud of me-too buddy!” “Do tell me!” Larry told me he had some free time to think about it, he couldn’t tell her that all that homophobic bullshit was over and done with, some time ago. So, he came up with some “baby steps” for him to follow. Starting with being naked together, is not a really bad thing with a guy and best friend. So, he discussed that with her first. He told her, that I was cool with him being naked his first time with me, ever. That I made him very comfortable and he was able to forget that he wasn’t wearing a swimsuit at all. He told her, I said guys see other guys naked at the gym showers all the time, it’s no big deal. He told Ellen that he never uses the gym showers; she must know know that about him by now. And that the idea of being naked with other guys would be stressful for him, because he didn’t want guys to see his “shortcomings,” if you know what I mean! She told me that there’s nothing wrong with my penis, it’s perfect just the way it is, and she’s glad I wasn’t one of those guys with a huge dick, who only think with their “little brain!” And, I know you know, what I mean too! I told her, “yeah, I’ve heard that many times over the years.”

She wanted to know what I thought about getting away more often with you. I told her that would be Marc’s call too, you know. She said, “ask him, I’m told he sets his own work schedule anyway.” I told her, that you were a lot fun to be with on the lake, I just didn’t know if you’d want to do it again, right away. You’ve got to know I was lying through my teeth on that one! If we could go tomorrow, I could be packed in 10 minutes! I said, “yeah?” He said, “how long does it take to pack naked?” We both laughed hard on this one! Man, we are so fucken in-tuned with each other right now!  

So, tell me about the girls getting together for nude swimming at my place! (I’m still acting mum on what I already know about it.) “What or how did that come up?” Larry thought it was her example to show him how uptight he was about nudity. Ellen said that my super-private backyard pool area made it comfortable to sunbathe in the nude for them, the swimming was just a way to cool off. It started long ago, but she didn’t say when, just some time ago when it started. 

Larry of course, is also a bisexual as with me, and has been married a few years longer than me too, now that I’m in my second marriage. This is his first and only marriage. He like me, and other red-blooded straight guys, love to think about girls getting it on together, while we watch. (Actually, I think I’ve always been a bit more strongly attracted to the idea of two guys getting it on together. I wonder if Larry is the same way too?)  But he couldn’t find the way or guts, to ask her if she was attracted to my wife. She might ask him the same question! She gave him the story to get him to loosen up and ditch the homophobic crap, it was embarrassing for her to hear him go off on gays all the time. Well that was his cover, and it worked on me, scared the shit out of me. I told him that too. But he did apologize all over the place on that one; he was convinced I was super straight too! Talk about two great actors! We should be on the fucken stage already!

So, that’s how it started, and then I said, "but where did you get the courage to bring it up in the restaurant?" He told me that was the easy part, just think about it for a minute. I said, "Well okay, so I’m trying to remember now. I think it started from me telling my wife, that you asked me if you could cash in that invitation for a late-night swim with me, to cool off before you went to bed." And then, she inquired laughing, if I was going to swim in my usual swimsuit, nothing, or wear a swimsuit because you were so damn homophobic. I told her I’d check with you to see how you'd feel about joining me, sans suit. You eventually agreed to swim naked with me, if she promised not to look." (Of course, we both knew that was all fabrication, after our mancation, naked is no longer an issue for us. But, I wasn't really sure if he was really uptight about her seeing him naked.)

Larry took over the conversation now. “Okay, after she agreed to not look at me in the pool, there are now three people that knew that I was going to swim naked, you, me, and your wife.” And then adds, “when I told Ellen that I wanted to try the late swim to relax me before bed, she asked me if I’ll cut the crap on my homophobia, lose the fake modesty and join in with the fun with Marcus, and swim naked too!” “Can you believe she said that? I can't! Where the fuck did that come from?” (I thought, try my wife!) He added, "That makes four out of four that knew that naked was the new order of the night; there was no reason to hide behind my cover any longer. So that’s how I got the balls to bring it up!" "Bravo, my horny little Bro, Bravo!" said horny me!

You didn’t cover being naked with me first!

“Now, Marc, where do you get off asking if the girls would swim naked with us in the pool when we vacation together this Summer!"  (Whoops, he called me Marc! He might be really pissed at me!) "You didn’t cover that with me first! I’m not going to be comfortable being naked in front of your wife, hell, I’m not that comfortable naked in front of my own wife!” I said, “Really, why?”  “Damn, you know fucking why! Just because I’m comfortable with you now, doesn’t mean it carries over to others! Especially women!” So now I felt I should defend my comments to him. “Larry, I’m well aware of how fragile you are in these matters, that are so new to you, but you should trust me, I’m not going to misguide you. If you think for one minute that I’m not terrified about the four of us being naked together, you don’t know me yet!” Larry then asked me, “Then why the fuck did you bring that up?” I said, “Maybe because I’m an impulsive asshole, who likes to push people’s buttons! No, don’t believe that shit at all, I’m just joking around with you. The real reason is because when your wife eventually sees me naked, there will be nothing new to see! The same goes for you and my wife!”

Larry looked at me but didn’t say anything for a while. And then, asked me how do I know shit like this, are you just guessing? Well, maybe I am, but let’s get real, other than I’m a little older, a bit taller, a whole lot less handsome, less hairy, the only thing you are worried about exposing, is not much different than mine. It’s not like bringing Harold from the Lake to swim with the girls! He told me he’ll think on it some more, I told him, sure but don’t make a "Mountain out of a Molehill!"

“So, Babe, we're good, right?" "Yes, shit-head! We're fucking good, but you are still an asshole!" "Good, I said, then where are we on all four of us vacationing together this Summer?” He said, “I think the girls are going to work on that for us." And then added, "However, I’d rather work on another weekend with you before I get busy on the next project at work.” I told him I agree big time with that, after what both girls have said, I’d say we are just about home free! “What if we go somewhere else other than the lake? I mean, the lake was great, but there’s at least six hours of round trip included. What do you think?”

Larry agreed with me on that, and said, “it’s six hours wasted, that I could be doing you!” And we laughed again. He said, “What do you think about a camping trip to the coast?” “That’s a great idea!” I told him, “but I have no camping gear at all. How about you?” “No, nothing that we could use.” I’m thinking we could buy a tent, but then there’s all the other stuff we’d need too. After a bit of thinking on this, I told him that I had great idea, let’s rent an RV for the weekend. Larry said he had a better idea. He works with a guy that rents his RV out to people he knows, and maybe he’d give him a good price on the rental too!

I asked him if he’s ever seen the rig, he said only in pictures on the guys phone. That it was a Class A RV not a 5th Wheel type, and it had some push out sections that made it bigger on the inside and would sleep several if needed. I told him that’s overkill, sleeps two horny fuckers is all we need! And then, I said rather than sit in an RV Park for the weekend, if we could even rent it on such short notice, let’s do the Coast Highway One and stop for the night where other RVs gather. 

We are getting all excited on this now! So, Larry will need to check into getting the rig rented for us, and I’ll investigate routes to take with safe spots to spend the nights. Then I thought, maybe the Old Redwood Highway could be just as interesting. Larry said that sounded cool as well, it might also have more interesting stop areas too. Well, I’ve got some research to do now. “And, Larry you better get your naked ass home and get dressed for your meeting at the new work site!” “Oh yeah, I almost forgot!” I told him, I remembered and had his back for him, and it’s a new roll I kind of like now!

Planted a wet kiss

Larry got out of the chair and came over to me and planted a wet kiss and grabbed hold my naked junk while doing it, said he needed a sensory memory of me, so he’d recognize me right off next time! The dude is crazy in love with me too, and I think he wears it well!

And, speaking of work, I need to get my naked ass to work too, except, I can work while my ass is naked! I’m a lucky son of a bitch, huh? 

Our journal continues in Chapter 21:

https://brosgonerogue.blogspot.com/2019/04/ch-21-affinity-for-blonde-men-new-edits.html