Ch. 15 Still Waiting on the Dreaded News

AFTER THE SWIM AND STILL WAITING

Well worth trying, really!

Hi Guys, it’s been a couple of days now, since my buddy dropped the shit-bomb on me, that he might be away on a big build soon. I’ve asked him for more info, and all I get is they are still in talks and still in early planning, that he’ll know more soon.

It’s fucking weird, how our lives have turned around since the man-cation. Larry is a great Construction Engineer, well, I think so! He’s has been on many builds and now he gets to be the lead, that’s so fucking great for him! That said, he’s been away from home, several times in the past several years that I’ve known him, as a neighbor and best friend. But that was then, we didn’t have the connection we have now, and frankly, the thought of not seeing him for a long while hurts! Hurts big time!

The hurt is affecting him too, we only have each other for emotional support now. I can’t carry on like this with my wife, what is she going to think or say? ‘He’s been away several times in the past and you survived, right? What’s the big deal, missed coffee dates?’ Yup, that’s what is!

Guys, I hope you see the problem I’m having right now; maybe no one cares, maybe I shouldn’t care so much, maybe I’m being a selfish bitch about this thing? Maybe I’m worrying about stuff that might not happen anyway! The build could be close by, he didn’t tell me in the text or other texts we wrote.
(BTW, another tidbit of trivia for ya, we are committed to deleting the text threads every time we discuss things now! It’s the prudent thing to do, since the texts get kind of raunchy at times! I told you I was fucken horny all the time, now he is too! Yay!) See I’m trying to feel better by changing the subject!

I just got a text from him while I’m writing this, he wants to meet me to discuss something. Talk about nervous, of course I want to see him, but what if the news is bad? But then I think, I’ve never been a guy who said the “Glass is only half full!” I’m an incurable optimist, maybe it’s great news, get over yourself Marc!

Larry texted me back, and asked if I was alone, yes, I am, just at work in my office, the wife is a Work too. Great, I’ll be right over, like that takes all over 15 seconds to get from next door!

When I’m working in my office, at the back of the house, he knows to just come over through the backyard and enter my office from the deck. I don’t let anyone else do that, it might make me jump out of my skin from fright! The way I set up my office desk, my back is to the windowed door. If I had it the other way facing the pool, I’d never get any work done! Besides, I do offer a nice background for my Video Conferences too.

So, in the time I wrote the last paragraph, he entered my office. I stood up to get my hug, but instead he took me by the shoulders, and pushed me into the only empty corner of my office. I’m wedged by two walls and him, and he just headed for my mouth and forced himself in, well, I helped him by opening it for him! And the, surprise, surprise, he took both of his hands and pushed my boxers off my hips, so they fell to the floor. I was wearing my white silky boxers with the black name band; it doesn’t take much to remove them.  However, if I wear them outside in the bright light, you can see right through them, no hidden secrets with these boxers! So, here I am in my favorite clothes, none, and he is still wearing his shorts. Trust me, that didn’t last long. It’s warm out and he’s only wearing shorts, and commando.

My brother from another mother, decided that naked cocks needed special attention. He had the nerve to sit in my Executive Chair and make me come over in front of him. He lowered the chair to make my cock an easy target for his mouth. Now, that takes guts to commandeer my special leather chair for Executives Only and change its settings! Nah, I’m only ball-busting you, considering what my cock feels like now, I’ll give him Executive Permission anytime he wants! Talk about curing my heartache about the pending separation! To quote something he said to me not long ago, “How the fuck did I ever exist before you, brother?” And, now I’m thinking the same thing. 

So, I’m planning on asking him stuff, but not before he’s done making my cock happy again; sorry guys, you must wait some more, he’s not done yet! Ha! Well, if you think I’m going to let him be the only one with a happy cock in mouth, think again. I can’t wait for my turn, and now I have forgotten what I was so worried about, I’m with my brother and he makes me calm again.

When you are as horny as we have been, and stressed out too, you don’t get too complicated about stuff, I want to suck on his fat cock more than anything else right now! And, he lets me take over now. He stopped sucking on my cock short of me coming, he’s going to edge me, the little fucker! Two can play that game, but you know we will be sure to come together, it’s our new Bro pledge! I don’t know if we will always be able to do so, but lately, we have done so.

I’m going to surprise you with this, we both did not cum yet, we decided to hold off and go for something better. I’ve been wanting something for a while now, something we’ve not done in a while too. I want to fuck him, surprise! But I also want him to fuck me, my ass has been longing for his cock too long now! I’m probably more of a bottom because my asshole is so sensitive to that, and he gets to be inside me, however, being inside of my buddy is so fucking awesome too. It’s more about the connection than the act, when I’m inside him, holding his body tight to me, we’re almost melted together. I don’t know how to really describe it to you, because it might be different for everyone else, but I’ve never felt this with a female, and I’ve had several in my life. Maybe because it’s still “honeymoon” time for us, that time will dull the edge some. I fucken hope not though!

MY FUCKED-UP SEXUAL TRIGGER

I had a short talk with my new brother from the UK, David the Curator of alanh-me.tumblr.com. I was talking about the straight version of my bisexuality and mentioned that the women I was formerly sexually active with and both my ex-wife and current wife all share the same one feature about me. I can stay hard for as long as I want to, and they will always cum before me. I’m not bragging about it, and I’m not happy about it, too. 

When I was a younger free stud, the women I had sex with loved that I wasn’t quick to cum on them, and I can tell you that feature of mine goes way back in time as well. I told David the reason why I could last so long, the sex with them never triggered the release I needed, but just having my cock active was an awesome feeling. They only way I could cum was to start imagining I was with a hot fantasy male from my mind. Once I did so, I’d cum like a stud! They were happy, I was able to get release, but then felt guilty about my secret reason until the next time.

It was this way for me for a very long time, but the novelty wore out and the guilt became shame, and I started to withdraw from sexual situations. My horrendous sexual encounters with males years ago, made me withdraw as well. And then, until jerking off to hot males on tumblr came along, I could come as quick as I desired.

David, kind of laughed in his response, saying in effect, “you’re preaching to the choir” dude! That he was the same way before coming out, and there are probably millions of us out there just like me. In a way, that helped, I guess I already knew there’s nothing new that I can come with that hasn’t already been tried and perfected by those before me. Again, that helps. However, I’m still that way right now, coming for me has nothing to do with a lack of love or respect I have for my wife, I just need to visualize being with a male to trigger me off. If any of you, my readers, want to talk about this problem, I’ll throw out the red carpet for you!

OKAY, I MADE YOU WAIT TOO LONG FOR THIS

So, the news he gave me after our needed suckfest, was mostly good. His company is still in preliminary stages for the new build, he still will be the Lead Engineer, but the news that’s good, it’s not far away this time. Maybe without work traffic, a 30-minute drive, with work traffic and one and a half drive! Shit! More good news in the making too. Larry said he requested to use the best Construction Trailer for his site office. That doesn’t mean much to me, until he told me it includes, a toilet, shower, mini functional kitchen, and a couch that is also a Sofa Bed. Of course, a flat screen TV and other cool stuff. He’s certain they’ll let him use it since he’s the Lead on the build.

He also told me he will arrange for me to get a Construction Badge that will let me pass the guarded gate. Since only he will use that unit, that we could have a second place to getaway together at times. Of course, not too likely to be used during work hours though. The one thing that raced through my mind was, there will always be a gate guard on duty, day and night, if I come into the area after work hours and head for the main trailer, tongues will wag eventually, that could jeopardize his job and position. So, we will have to study that some more, but it did raise my spirits up, big time!

I did ask him if I could have a cool Hard Hat to wear on the site, said mostly in my style of humor, and you know what that little fucker said? "Only if he could find a super-gigantic one to fit my big fucken head!" Asshole brother! Nah, more ball-busting, per usual! I don't think I've ever had a buddy who I enjoyed ball-bashing more than him! I fucken love him so much! He makes up in Aces for not having a real brother growing up, we are just doing the growing up as middle-aged dudes! I think it's better this way, since we don't mean anything for real!

TAKE YOUR NAKED ASS AND FOLLOW ME OUTSIDE 

My Bro knows how to get me all hot and horny for him!

Now that the cloud has been lifted from that Shit-Bomb from a couple days ago, and our cocks are wide awake and looking for action, I said, “take your naked ass and follow me outside!” I brought him to the garden area where the covered couch swing is located. I remembered how we coupled there after the exhausting swim and suckfest a couple days ago. We both fit nicely on the swing, which never gets used much any longer. This time I was the first one on the swing, and then I adjusted my butt to make my ass available for him. I said come on top of me and fuck my ass deeply! He didn’t need to be told twice. First, he started to rim my ass to loosen me up, I almost came right then! But he continued until my hole opened enough for him to slide right in. Oh yeah, I’ve been needing him in me so bad, it hurt! No, he didn’t hurt me, he was awesome, and it’s making me leak right now as I’m writing this for you! 

I’ve often fantasized about having a real dick inside of me for a long time. I was afraid that, when it actually happened, it would be anticlimactic. Fuck no! It’s feels like nothing I’ve ever thought it would feel like. Now that I have some experience receiving, it’s not about a cock in my ass, it’s my best buddy’s cock in my ass! I get goosebumps just thinking about that. Maybe I finally, understand what a woman might feel like when men fuck them! I don’t know for sure, and I’m sure as hell not going to bring up the subject anytime soon too!

Please slow it way down for me, okay?

I asked him to slow down his thrusts for me today, my hole is a little sore from activity it’s not accustomed. Please, I want to feel your cock slide all the way in to the max and then slide out slowly. I loved it when you fucked me that way before and I dream about it all the time now. And then… Larry stopped me and said, “Who the hell is doing the fucking here!” And then laughed. “You my buddy, you, but I missed our fucking and I want to tell you what I like the best. I want you to cum hard in me, and if you go slow, I think I’ll feel you cumming too. When you are pounding my ass, as much as I like that too, I find it hard to feel you cumming.” He jumped in and said, “I tell you what to look for when I’m ready to cum hard in you, I’ll force my tongue deep into your mouth when I’m about to cum. Will that work for you, big brother?” “Oh, fuck yes! Now get busy.”

Well, this afternoon was somewhat different for us, I guess I got him a little too hot with my requests, and the little fucker blew his load as a first-time cock jock. I was still okay with it because I did get the feelings I was looking for and I did feel his cock throbbing while he delivered the payload. He apologized and I said for what? You gave me everything I wanted. 

While we recovered some, I asked him Why are you home instead of work! He said, he called in sick and would do his prep work at home. They were fine with that. But the real reason why he was home was he wanted me to fuck him and if I wanted, he’d fuck me. We both have missed that for some time now. I responded with, “You little fucker, you like being fucked as much as me!” He said, yes that he did, and that my cock wasn’t so big as to hurt his ass and was liking how it felt now. However, he had a special request too, he wants me to fuck him while we are in the pool, he wants an underwater fuck! I said, “Hell… looow…, are you sure that’s what you want? You know, I’ve never tried putting anything into my butt while under water, you better go prep yourself for that.” He said, he’s already taken care of that before he came over, he had one goal, to be fucked by me and underwater. He’s been living for the day that I could do that for him. Man, I can’t believe how he’s changed, and then I remembered, he’s been under cover for years and using his homophobic slurs to hide himself from suspicion. If he only knew most people suspect the opposite when they run into the kind of stuff, he used to put out there. Of course, I don’t know that he stopped doing it when he’s away from me at work. I’m not going to ask him too, I’m happy with what we have together finally.

So, since it was daytime and we were alone, no sounds coming from my neighbors’ yards, we hit the water with a few more splashes than older guys should do! It was kid fun, because we are like kids together! We just splashed each other until I cried “Uncle!” he was Fucken drowning me with splashed water! We then swam over to the underwater seat and he arranged himself so I could reach his butt hole with my very hard dick. I used my fingers to try and loosen up his hole; forget rimming under water, even if I wanted to, I have no desire to drown trying! It didn’t take much effort to open a passage for my dick while in the nice warm water. I started a slow fuck just as I asked for myself, I didn’t pull all the way too since I didn’t want to siphon water into his ass. That was one of my fears, the other fear you guess, it’s not hard to figure out! I did my best for him and made believe I wasn’t fucking him so I would not cum to soon. It worked, but the water worked too, I wasn’t getting much friction to get me off. 

So, I get this idea, remember we are novices at this shit, I tell him let’s swap positions, I’ll sit on the seat and he can sit on my cock and move any way his wished, to feel my cock inside him. Maybe he’ll get his prostate some action from my rock-hard cock too! He said that sounded cool, he wanted his ass fucked by me today, no matter how it happened. Well, that was a good suggestion and I let him fuck my cock for a while, but then, I accidentally started to think about how much I loved him and what we were able to do together so easily, and “Bingo!” It happened, I started to cum in him before I could stop. That wasn’t my plan, but we are so new at this. I told him to just sit down hard on my cock and don’t move because I was cumming inside him and maybe he might be able to feel me cumming. He obeyed my request and just about welded his ass to my groin. I could feel my cock head hitting something inside him, I don’t know what, but he did some moaning when it happened. So that’s good, I guess!

The next half hour or so we spent swimming and floating, sometimes hugging, and sometimes playing with each other’s junk so they wouldn’t just shrivel up and close shop for the day. And then, it hit us at the same time, the wives! What’s the fucking time? I don’t know, I still haven’t put a new AA Battery in the clock. I’ll do it when we get out and dried off. So, we got out of the pool, dried and dressed. It turned out it wasn’t as late as we feared. When we are together now, time is our enemy, we can’t seem to get enough time together! Larry, was dressed and headed out toward the side gate, when I asked him, “Are you on for a Late-Night Swim Tonight? He stopped, turned to face me, and said, “Only if you are up for me, and I do mean up!” I replied, “You have turned into one fine horny fucker!” To which he added, “Not my fault, no sir, not my fault!” And, I could hear him laughing all the way up to the squeaky gate!

Our journal continues in Chapter 16:

https://brosgonerogue.blogspot.com/2019/04/ch-16-waiting-on-midnight-no-pix-yet.html